{/my mistaken identity\}

let me stay in tht dream

2008-05-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

i can't rly say that my exams are over.
considering tht there's a chinese oral exam tomorrow.
oh yes, i'm getting super freaked out on it.
i'm currently in holiday mood, not caring bout
anything else. yeah, kinda feel guilty bout slacking.
but for now at least, let me be this way.
my life rly has became boring ever since.
i wanna do something different or go somewhere far.
how i wish so.

& i'm empty

2008-04-09T16:13:00.012+08:00

it's seemed like years ever since i blogged.
apparently, ruby has added updating my
blog to the to-do-list of mine. fine, i shall
update my blog from now onwards, lol.
since it's been a long time, many things
have happened here and there so i shall
only write about the highlights among all.
hahah, here goes.

today was an amazing day, almost every
teacher is talking about homework O:
tht's kinda shocking for them to talk in
such detail suddenly. heheh. and in the
middle of amaths class, the alarm rang.
so yeah, we had to go down. i was suppose
to report with jane to somewhere but i'd
forgotten and we didn't manage to meet
mrs wai so we thought we didn't have to
report. lol, and guess what, who would've
known tht we needed to report to the
staff room. it ended with mdm tang
saying calling both of our names out and
asking us to stand =.= it was as if we've
done sth wrong. what an experience, hahah.
i was shocked to know tht zhengyong was
chosen for it too. hahahah, mrs wai sure
pick unexpected people. oh yeah, the other
day, ruby and i enjoy oursleves bullying
bhav and kelvin. but kelvin and dexter
switched place today, so we bullied dexter.

not too long ago was the ncc affirmation.
and i suppose everyone had a load of fun.
whether when we're performing or not.
we had our rehearsal day on friday so
we get to leave class early, muahahahha.
i escaped english class to eat lunch, lol.
so in the indoor stadium, we settled down
on the usual spot of 2 years ago, coool.
but i've never expected it to be so squeezed.
there wasn't rly any space for us at all to
place our stands, ughh. tht's the horrible
thing. well, lixian and i had loads of fun
disturbing alfred who sat in front. but the
the real thing itself, our places were
rearranged so reynaaaard ended up sitting
infront of us. of course, i wanted to murder
reynard. he's charged for recording what
i said and accusing me of running away from
the mandai zoo whenever the lights is off.
anyway, i did take some pictures, heheh.

this is the enormous place we've been.

hahah, yitian and me :D

lol, daryl and his mouse face.

this was suppose to be the little cockroach
yen sheng found D: but my bloody camera
of my new phone is pathetic when it comes
to focusing and yensheng was moving around.
so yeah, it ended up to be some blur creature.

and of course, at the end of the day,
we had plans for a memorable section photo.
however, it ended up with amethyst going
to the guys toilet to get the guys out and
everyone was going crazy for awhile. the
photo had to end up this way, hahahah [:

yes indeed, a mess but it's kinda nice ;D

and after the entire thing, i waited for the
meeting to be over and hung around outside
the bandroom with others and watched the
pop for other cca. they had an ultra big
camp fire, so cool. thanks to it, the light shone
on the wall and we were able to make cool
shadow pics :D i know we're lame but they
were so funny. you can have fun guessing
who's tht, hohohoho. i laughed a lot.

two guys. erks!?

other than tht, i went for the west winds concert.
it was a saturday so of course, i could stay outside
late, yayness. i reached home at 12am, lol :D
but we met some drunkard in the train, hahah.
brent was freaked out. anyway, i have shinchieh
and brent's photo, but i think the guy in the poster
beside looooooook so good :D should have taken
a pic of him without them in it, hohho X:

lol, fine.

and today, it's claudia's birthday :D
to my dear friend in georgia,
i wish you a very happy birthday [:
and i hope to see you soon someday!
love ya and miss ya lots.
; ally.

& unexpected words

2008-03-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

ughh, i was bullied by gingerbread & zhexi.
sprayed water all over the place, what a feat.
i could just say tht i was somewhat soaking
in a wet uniform, oh well. i was angry for tht.
today was as per normal i guess, more or less.
chingkit came today and we went saying,
'OMG, you slimmed down.'
unexpectedly, he went saying,
'of course lah, i lost 5 kg!'
hahah, tht made me laugh. he knows his weight.
and yeah, apparently, there's this retrenchment
thing going on at my parents' workplace.
many more decisions to make. i think i'm just
overeacting somehow. nevermind that anyway.

a promise. afterall, it ends up unfulfilled.
i've been waiting for a time to let this be the end of the silence.
nothing works. i mean, you don't even appear anymore.
as i thought over my everyday, can i have you back?

& i want my slice of sunshine pie

2008-03-02T19:40:00.003+08:00

another month flew by.
and now it's march. gosh, how fast
days go by. anyway, yesterday,
went to watch L change the world
with zhengyong, shinchieh & brent.
it's a nice movie :D L was super cute.
but we don't know whether he lived
or rly died D: sadly yeah. and i ate
sushi and ramen for dinner :D yum.
as for today, i stayed at home the
whole time D: and my piano's
heater spoilt, omg. we had to
replace it, lol. didn't get to go for
badminton today, it was raining
for almost every single hour.
oh yeah, fairytail new chapter is
out :D hahha, daryl. i was right
tht the story would be on the past
of erza. oh well, i'll have to wait
again. finished watching nodame
cantabile live action. the specials
were lovely. kuroki's the best :D
he and his oboe, hahahah. hmm,
ruby likes the celloist, he's good too.
okay, i need to study physics. boring.

& that treble clef

2008-02-27T20:02:00.003+08:00

umm, my mum and sis started conversing
in malay, omg. what the heck ah D:
i know i don't know malay. lol, it's weird.
hahahah, i was watching nodame cantabile.
kuroki is so damn cool :D tht oboist :D ahem.
before tht, i studied chemistry and maths.
however, i still feel tht i will FAIL maths.
i mean, i failed maths D: although it's a quiz.
damn it ah. i'm the world's most careless one.
i don't wanna end up in e maths remedial.
i think tht's the worst of the worst, ughhhh.
sigh, chemistry. chem lessons was like greek
lessons today, everything was sooo wrong.
how in the world did my mind function, pfff.
i'm piled with tests next weeek. but the hols
are coming :D but it's only a week, oh well.
oh yeah, ruby and i saw a millipede on a wall.
it was so disgusting, but the worst is we saw
2 person acting so weirdly. well, tht surely
did added to the disgustment. hahahah.
you make me sad and you make me happy.
you make me feel confused yet i feel so glad.
you're just like my day, every single one.

& sometimes life falls apart

2008-02-25T21:08:00.004+08:00

if you're feeling miserable,
i'll cut a sunshine pie for you [:

hohoho, yesterday i got to see
the chingay or how you'd spell tht.
i took a ton of pictures for fun.
watched a lot of performances.
ignored the very important people.
and coughed a lot after the last
performance ended thanks to
them performing with fire, all
the horrible smoke and gas.
and i almost had a chance to
go eat sakae sushi but everyone
was like " HUH, sushi again?! "
okay, fine. so i dropped tht idea.
we ended up eating crystal jade.
before i went to watch the chingay,
i played badminton, hahahah.
i finally bought the grip tape :D
but it was kinda too colourful,
seemed as if the whole thing doesn't
fit. gahh, hecks. it just look like
some flower, lol. hahahah, oh well.

some weird castle in the middle of the field.

merlion on the road. it was the nicest.

sun wu kong is tht yellow guy. he's so enthu :D

as for today, i think it was heck of a boredoom.
but it's still rather fine. just tht i don't understand
a single molecule of maths, and i'm dying cus of
homework. omg, d-i-e D: ugh, there's someone
playing the electric guitar downstairs. oh yeah,
NODAME CANTABILE live action ROCKS :D
the guys all so shuai pls. especially the oboist!!
he's soooooooooo damn cooooooooooooool pls.
no one's better at it than you.

& the waltz of my world

2008-02-24T15:43:00.003+08:00

it was just tht sentence and you made my day
so much so much so much better, you know :D
i wanna go out with them again and again.

& the merry-go-round of life

2008-02-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

would a place like tht exist?
somebody teach me.
and save me out of it.

& another same reason

2008-02-21T17:49:00.003+08:00

*yawns. i'm bored.
tuition's over and it's fine. hahahah,
i managed to run away from homework
again :D peace. but i have school hmk.
and a bloody maths test tomorrow.
oh yeah, i flunked emaths quiz, bye.
i think i should just give up on the
bloody problem sums. hate them D:
additional maths tomorrow test. again.
i just have an overdose of tests already.
oh yeah, the debate today was kinda
cool, it was so funny, hahahah.
okay, i'm off to do other stuffs already.
evil person

& smile like you did

2008-02-20T19:42:00.003+08:00

muscle ache, horrrible D:
i can't even walk properly.
i can't move my hand properly.
lol, thanks to badminton, hahah.
okay, i died 3 times today [:
maths quiz, social studies test
and a social studies retest, ugh.
sigh, i had to stay back for the
bloody retest too, tht's boredoom.
so i sat in for the english remedial
some others had. hahah, mdm
choo was complainging as to how
the no. of students increased.
and andy was like a loud speaker
behind me. along with ziliang.
there's was no way i could study
social studies. after their class ended,
i had the retest. i can predict my
failure as usual. then i went home.
by then it was around 5 already.
hmm, i thought wenji should be
back from her camp already but
she ain't online. ah anyway, i'm off
to do english comprehension now.
and i still have chinese compo to
write for my tuition, sad sad life.
feels like forever.

& it's no longer possible anymore

2008-02-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

sigh, 2 social studies test tomorrow.
one retest and one official class test.
gosh, i really do not like social studies.
my legs are dead tired. i can hardly
move them properly all thanks to the
wonderful pe lessons. well, at least
this time we're playing badminton and
it's kinda fun though my hand gets so
tired out. hahah. i partnered with ruby
and she was complaining half way through
about me switching hands to play, lol.
my left arm could only serve, anything
other than tht is a failed attempt D:
there is no hand control at all, hahaha.
as for the class debate, i can only say
tht darren is acting so weird with the
bell on the table. our group will present
on thursday i suppose. we're the second
group. today was kinda as usual.
nothing too interesting to rly mention.
okay, i'm off the struggle with maths graph.
i rly miss those times we chatted just like tht.

& the world i've not dreamt of

2008-02-18T19:19:00.005+08:00

i lack of sleep. or rather i need energy.
hahah. felt like a zombie this morning.
and i was doing my maths homework
this morning, such a genius. i got so
fed up with logarithms homework D:
but i managed to chiong finish, phew.
yesterday was a heck of fun i suppose.
in the morning, out of no where,
my uncles' family came to our house.
we were like so damn surprised, hoho.
then we took ah fei korkor's car to
katong. thanks to our poor knowledge
of the place, we made dozens of phone
calls for directions to the exact place.
jorden's car has the gps system but it
doesn't seem to have anything more than
cresent road for tht area, lol. weird.
we ended up at sims ave and kallang
and all sorts of weird places. yet,
we were the first few to reach there.
so we ordered ourselves some food.
apparently, ah fei kor was too ambitious.
he added a mountain of chilli in his food
and could only manage a few bites of it
while drinking 3 cups of lime juice, lol.
we counted, in total. throughout lunch,
he drank 5 cups of lime juice, 2 cups of
barley. pls, it's an overdose.

the prize. lol, i mean trophies.

then we went to my big aunt's house.
there was this 'karaoke competition', lol.
prizes were given out too. hahah, cool.
but wenji and i had no idea how to sing most
of the songs or we have heard of the songs
but did not know what's the name so we
didn't sing. hahah. i was doing some maths
there instead. awww, rylik and rurick didn't
come D: i thought i could play with them.
but there's still bingbing :D he's as cute
as ever. and somebody actually smsed
over to complain about the manga. lol.
i was right about what will happen, hahah.
then i was eating all the way through the
whole time. at the same time, we voted
for our winners. around 8, we left to go
to the extremely large fast food at kallang.
so damn nice :D the place was enormous.
we parked the cars outside KFC and went
to eat macs. no logic, rly. hahahh. there
were place for us to park outside macs but..
for some reason, we end up there.
went home after eating. gosh, reached home
so late.

look who is sleeping when people is singing. lol.

today was a normal day.
except tht i saw niwen and the
others when i'm walking to the mrt
station with hilary. lol, then i
greet him happy birthday, hahah.
but sorry, no present. i only found
out about it like today. then at the
bubble tea shop. it's like wth ah.
how could you not know my name.
and tht darren, chanting ali, ali, ali.
and so, i spent hours finding a skin
i'd like but i manged to find little.
finally chose this. i know it's orange,
yellow. i don't hate the colour but
i'd prefer green if they have any.
okay, yayness. aunt elaine is here.
get well soon.

& dango daikazoku

2008-02-16T16:36:00.003+08:00

&^%$#@! ah, curse.
my knee still hurt D:
especially when it touches water.
put a plaster there would hurt
more so i gave up on tht idea.
sian, i was doing physics.
but at least, i'll be going out later.
lol, so paiseh bout yesterday.
jewel called my handphone when
i was sleeping. i thought it was
my morning alarm and i clicked
'busy'. then i looked at the time,
10.19pm. it was no where near
5.30 am, hahaah. so she ended up
calling my house phone. woops.
didn't feel like doing anything
yesterday, so i slept early. lol.
yet i still went out late this morning.
hahah. woot woot, fairytail is out.
i read the latest chapter, damn nice.
okay, i'm off to do some maths.

the rabbit is trying to wave to the sky.
o sky, wouldn't you wave back?

& it goes crashing down

2008-02-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

what a clumsy day D:
thanks to bhav opening ruby's bottle of water,
my skirt and hand turned wet.
thanks to two tricks, i fell down which is dumb.
and i hit myself with my hand, ughhhh.
amethyst, don't make me do tht =.=
you jolly well know tht i'm dumb and slow.
oh yeah, i kenna hit at my water bottle
when i'm drinking my water and now i have
an ulcer at the top lip which is omg.
watch out, zhexi is soooooo dead.
it's like what the heck? lol, okay.
it doesn't feel too bad. as if
it's a wake up call, you know, hahah;
the fall was. soo, today's friday [:
no need to go to school to study tomorrow.
i have a ton of homework and a lot of
tests next week and the week after, sigh.
lol, reynard was trying to be funny.
he saw my bag filled with chocolates and
sweets and said " allison, you bring food
or books to school? " LOL, both :D
the train was so damn packed. we almost
couldn't find a entrance, hahah.
after band it was like ruby was saying.
" i finally saw chengyew's spirit "
we thought shawn goh ate him up or something.
and, i know of a secret, hahahah.
but cannot say. hmm, i couldn't belive it.
but now tht i know, it made some sense
to the words i saw. okay, gonna do some
maths. ugh, mr ngoh. don't torture us pls.
{ RUBY, thanks so much for the valentines gift! }
it was the best i received. {RACHEL, your message
was so damn cute! i love hersheys marsh. }

end of story.
what happens after,
i do not know.
i'm leaving things behind.
i won't and i'll never.
it ends; tht story.
sorry i can't be perfect.

& it feels like those were directed at me

2008-02-14T21:35:00.005+08:00

gaaa, been playing piano ever since 8.30pm.
and i forgot to put my status away again D:
sigh, anyway. i failed social studies, nothing to say.
it was expected, of course it was.. welll.
went home with yan ting today.
how dare tht ng shin say i'm les, wth.
he's with leonard so he's gay huhhhh.
whatever it is, i had chinese tuition.
my tuition teacher practically burned her
fingers. i was like, "OMG. tht hurts" O:
even a burn small enough hurt like hell to me.
how can she even bear to cut the skin, yikes.
get better soon, tht's all i can say. lol,
she's been telling me about her other
students going out on dates and making cakes.
whha, cake. tht's something big.
anyway, happy valentines day everyone.
dont eat too much chocolate or you'll get a toothache.
one left, ungiven. i considered for a whole day. ugh?

such a big impact to me.
i just don't get it at all,
how could i bear to say it's you?
i just wanted to have your
presence there at least,
and me, not be a disturbance.
damn it, i worry. tht's all.

& DAMN you

2008-02-13T22:08:00.003+08:00

the conversation between moses, wenji and i.
wenji: blahblahblah (speaking a lot)
me: blahblahblah (talking crap)
moses: orh.
90% of his words is orh.
hahahh. it's kinda out of place.

& there's nothing i can do to be part of tht life

2008-02-13T20:38:00.005+08:00

AH, i'm troubled.
troubled troubled troubled.
troubled troubled troubled.
troubled troubled troubled.
troubled troubled troubled.

what ever reason i'd feel tht way.
it's just so damn troubling, you know.
and shit, what should i do? ugh.
i can imagine ruby telling me,
confront the problem =.= ummm.
ah, i'm dying. rly dying, ahhhhhhh.
it's just a name. a name a name.
there's no need to feel this way.
i think i better stop thinking D:
okay. hmm, let's seeeeee...
i've been somewhat slacking.
omg, can't believe i'm getting
fedup =.= i'm not a science person.
DO NOT ASK ME HOW MANY
BODY PARTS A SPIDER HAVE.
i'm frustrated. oh yeah i am.
i have not done my homework yet.
i have not started on it to be exact.

hah, went to causeway with hilary today.
we went around for a while.
bought some things then went to
long johns' to eat. before we know it,
it was already 3.30. and she has
to leave for her tuition. so we practically
swallowed our fries and left.
on the way out of long johns',
we heard a guy say this to his friends,
"....girlfriend, i hope you understand why
i didn't buy flowers for you..." hahah, okay.
there were so many people shopping
for gifts for gf or bf. it was kinda crowded.
after tht, i went home. gaaaa, so tired of
certain things. so i played the piano
throughout the afternoon. but i got
more frustrated. ah damn.

to frankly put it,
i'm TOTALLY ignored.
wow.

i wanna disappear from this place.
it doesn't end for me.
how did it end for you?

& being apart like strangers hurts

2008-02-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

ugh, tht chaishinchieh.
lol, she asked me what i'd
be doing on thursday. i
had to think hard to remember
what's on tht day, hahah.
apparently, i forgotten tht
it's valentines' day. well, not
like i have something to do
on tht day. just tht, i wanna
change my chinese tuition to
another day please. wahahah.
i'm such a lazy pig [: hohho.
ahahah, two more days huh.
wenji, you're bound to receive
a ton of valentines' presents!
i went to buy the fishballs
at the mrt station, yummmy.
but zhexi,shihan,shinchieh stole
3 parts D< lol, never mind.
at least we now know tht it's
yummy. oh yeah, i saw a dead
rat this morning and it was
disgusting. however, it was
swept away already D: sadly.
all tht's left on the road was its
dried up blood. ewwwww, isn't it.

seeems like there're so many
teachers not here today.
you get relief teachers here and there.
well, i'm glad tht we're finally not
playing soccer for pe already.
i hope we get to play touch rugby :D

you can mend the pieces together.
yet, it can never be the same D:

& that's right, after i met you

2008-02-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

okay, time to post some random pictures.

clarke quay, woohoooo.

ara, lol, this is floravale.

taken on hippo's birthday.

yikes. where did this come from? O.o

ohhor, derek took this picture. hahah.

on the way to granny's house in malaysia.

okay, more next time. hahah.

as for now. today was so damn tiring.

everyone was half asleep *yawns.

i wanted to sleep through the first few

periods. oh well. i woke up during bio.

cus mrs koh called the wrong person =.=

she called me instead of sherlyn, omg.

suddenly say tht i'm talking to edna.

lol. tht woke me up for a while but i'm

but into the sleepy mode during physics.

yayness we need not stay for extra lessons.

so i went to causeway point after school.

it's my daddy's birthday after all, hoho.

my mum and i bought a key pouch.

i wonder if he'd need it, hmmm...

anyway, we still have not cut the cake yet.

i'm rly happy tht lots of manga are out ;D

however, i'm waiting for the next

fairytail chapter, RAWR. bet daryl's waiting

for it too. gahhhhhh. i wanna know what

happens to loki already D: impatience.

okay, i'll be off to watch finish clanned.

oh yeah, apparently, there'd be a karaoke

at brendan's house. ugh, we need to choose

2 songs.. goodness me. they said it's a

compeition =.- lol.

alamak. the studio called up and she go

and say not interested (^%$#@!~

who said i didn't want to D: gahhhh.

pls tell them to call back. i want family photo.

you made me think of you non-stop.

again, again and over again.

to think you'd still talk to me,

i feel glad [:

BY THE WAY WENJI,

even though i was the second shift,

i did play quite a bit with the

two boys okay. hahah.

though i dunno who they are

calling half the time,

jiejie here jiejie there, lol.

aiya, ask the third shift lah.

oh yeah, *moses}. muahahah.

& when will you be there?

2008-02-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

look, i'm back! :D
back from malaysia, rengam.
went to my grandparent's
house. it's right in the kampong
area so there were mosquitoes
everywhere. especially in the
forests. i could see the mosquitoes
crowding around our legs please.

okay, on the first day of chinese
new year, i went to my dad's mum
house in the morning. went there
to eat, chat and watch the television.
hahahah, okay. i didn't get to see
everyone there cus we left at twelve.
but i did get to see jeffery and his family.
okay, we've not seen each other for a
long long long time. he's rlyrly tall now.
since my uncle took out his labtop,
we watch vidoes on youtube. the ones
on the japanese pranks. yeah, laughing
our heads off. heheh. then we played
some games. and blahblahblah. it wasn't
a lot though. then around two plus,
xiao jiu came to pick us up and
drove to wenji's house [: ate our
lunch there. brendan came with his gf.
they ain't going to malaysia this time D:
always busy with work, gahhh. i slept
throughout the journey in malaysia.
took only some pictures though, hahah.
reached my grandparents house in the
evening. finally can have fun there :D
but i was sick D: as usual, headaches.
and a little fever. but luckily, it didn't get
too serious. i still had fun at night. hahah.
we got to watch fireworks. all kinds.
but i have it all in the video format.
so maybe i'll post it up next time.
it's so damn funnny, lol. my uncle was
practically runnning for his life when
he lit up one of the firework. lol,
we thought it would take a long time
before it starts the display. who knows,
it immediately bursts. hahha, we
laughed so much. ah fei korkor was no
better. he was running for his life o.o
anyway, half the time, joseph korkor,
me and my dad was watching the prince
of tennis together. hahha, once in a while
others would join. i mean, we had
nothing better to do. unless we play
mah-jong or cards. i like outside of the
house best [: two hammoks or how you
name it were tied outside. hohohoho.
so damn nice to sleep in :D our meals
were damn nice too ;D i love the chilli.
yesterday, i went to explore the forest.
sunli, her bf, my mum, uncle, sis were there
too. we plucked the fruits. so nice so nice.
but i hate the mosquitoes. gahhhh. horror.
i saw a small house at the other end, our
'neighbour'. lol. i wonder if there's anyone
living in there. anyway, i kept playing with
the kids too. rurick, rylik and bingbing were
so damn cute ah. oh yeah, we played with
the soccer ball and a basketball. heheh.
we played monkey. lol. liangliang was the
monkey for many rounds. ah, then today,
went back to singapore. jammed for freaking
2 hours plus. and the worst thing is, our
car broke down D: in the middle of no where.
the song tht was playing stopped.. then
the aircon stopped working. barely made it
to the patrol station and tried to find out the
prob. took us so long to reach home. anyway,
i'll post the pics next time. so tired now...

& being in the depths

2008-02-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

ah, chinese new year eve.
looking forward to this day for
a long long long long long time.
lol, for the sake of holidays.
i'll be going to malaysia tomorrow.
back to my granny's place.
anyway, today was a weird day.
lol, we 2e5 playing touch rugby.
ruby mixed it up with american football.
okay, then we went to the canteen.
sang a birthday song and there's
the birthday cake [: celebrating for
three guys. darren, bryan, yun peng.
the canteen was so empty pls.
there were practically not much food
for us ah D: anyway, after school.
went to cdans. me,ruby,kuozun,
rachel, shawngoh, shiteng and darren.
darren is the extra not from 2e4, lol.
you should have seen how shawn goh
bowled. wahahah. they were freaking
disgusting ah. in the end, darren tried
tht method too. omg. too bad it ain't a
strike. shiteng damn pro ah. hahah.
i'm still as horrible as ever D: nevermind.
then i went to causewaypoint with ruby.
apparently, it wasn't the correct day to
go out rly. oh well. never mind, there's
a next time for us. then i went home.
read manga, played piano and feel
annoyed at somebody. gahh, i still needa
pack my stuff for tomorrow. okay.
will blog when i'm back. meanwhile,
happy chinese new year [:
& to gingerbread and ruby, cheer up.
sorry gingerbread, i'm saving it for, you know.
and ruby, neoprints are not the end of the
world. we'll take them again next time.
and of course, get a violin. hahah.

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy.
why must it be you. whywhywhy, gosh.
i don't get it. i just can't let it go. why.
for being the biggest idiot in the world,
it's still this way. after so damn long?
how long must i continue looking at your back?
do you hate me?

& those feelings never left

2008-02-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

went to the library this morning.
hahah, kuozun and i are late.
but it ended up being me coming
first, fine. i was glad tht there were
still some space for us. or else, i'll
be wasting time looking for seats.
around noon, suddenly there was
a boy lurking around the table i'm
using. guess what. it was daryl. LOL,
i mistook him as some lost boy :D
until he spoke to me. hahahah,
then zhexi came along. kinda surprised
to know tht they would actually appear
in the library doing literature project.
i mean it's like we never did tht, hahah.
but wth, they took my phone. i had
the chase them to give it back =.-
there were 2 girls with them, had no
idea what are their names, gulps.
anyway, i stayed in the library till
2.45pm cus i need to go for the
family gathering. gahhhh, i was so
damn hungry ah. made me wait till
5pm then i can eat. goodness me.
i ate 3 rounds of food, woot. the food
was just too nice. hohoho [: and aunty
alison gave me a skirt. she thinks tht
it's too short for her. uhh, okay. i dunno
if i fit in it anyway. and my sister caught
GASTRIC flu. not stomach flu, like wth.
for the past three days, she've been
vomitting and blahblahblah. you know.
seen two docs. but ain't getting much
better. oh yeah, one of my aunt is rly
funny. yeah, she's a beauty and she's
rly cute. she keeps calling gibson, gibson
yip gibson yip. hahah. how bout the full
name, lol. we talked a lot of different
things here and there and my dad and i
went home early, forgetting bout the
yusheng. omg, we forgotten. everyone
did. hahah, never mind. okay, gotta go
studying bio now.

why do you still bother, i wonder.

& it was my wish

2008-02-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

after band, went for lunch
with hilary at the new coffee shop.
then we went home. awwww, i wanna
go out today D: but my sis is still
sick. ughh, stomach flu i assume.
i caught tht before, it sucks a hell lot.
hmmm, so is she still going for the
family gathering tomorrow, i wonder.
anyway, i was reading my notes on
social studies. i got so fed up tht i
re-copied out everything. gahhh D:
then halfway through, somebody
sent me a weird sms, hah, lol.
send to the wrong person obviously.
then florence told me to go back to
pri sch on wednesday. i wanna go
but i'll have to cancel the outing if
it's this way D; how how how how.
i wanna go out too. my dad's b'dae is
coming soon. it's the only time for me
to get a present. okay, maybe i go
for the outing then go for the gathering.
hopefully they are willing to stay till
evening. hahah. we did hang arnd till
the night last time after all. heheh.
oh yeah, {spices and wolf} is a nice anime.
and the opening song is damn damn nice.
waiting for the next episode coming out.
okay, i'm gonna chiong as much hmk as
i can. i have a lot of tests coming up D:
shit, biology test and elementary maths test.
i'll fail both. damn it D: tough, tough, tough.
especially maths. gosh. i'm so dead.

maybe this is feeling lonely.
how far can i go without looking back?
just so you know, maybe it's this much.

& if i'm just with you ただ君といると

2008-02-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

ughh, my sister fell sick.
it's probably some virus.
gulps, it's lurking in the house.
i mean it's like she vomitted thrice.
one time in school, 2 times at home.
she vomitted her medicine out.
so was tht counted as taken the
medicine, i wonder. lol, anyway,
no way, i don't wanna get sick.
but i still do not know what virus
she caught. anyway, school was
somewhat like forever today.
cannot believe it. fridays are usually
kinda short. anyway, i ain't in
maths olympiad :D happiness.
i would have opted out if i were in.
doesn't make a difference, hahah.
okay, band was kinda fine i suppose.
we met our sec ones today.
four of them is in my section.
two guys, two girls; all taller than me.
yeah, wth. anyway, it's chelsea, amanda,
oneday, y... something. sorry,
i kinda forgotten. even though, i was
sitting beside him, lol. okay, i know
he lives in woodlands. hahah. for one thing.
after band ended, went home.
took the train with the usuals.
joshua bought a cup noodles. hah.
he eats a lot. ans so do zhexi and shihan.
we talked about lame jokes.
shihan knows a damn lot of them pls.
i went to causeway to go buy some things.
it's kinda weird to go shopping alone but
never mind. i went to action city :D
a new one opened in causeway point.
but it's selling only certain things.
kinda empty actually. i still think i
wanna go central to buy some stuffs.
but who is willing to go clarke quay.
maybe i should just drag wenji on
the weekends O: tht sounds good.
okay, i'm off to bed now.

i believe tht maybe one day.
just tht one day.

& can you hear me out there

2008-01-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

ahhh, tuition was boring.
i was half asleep you know.
went home after school,
i'm so damn glad tht chem
is over. chinese is over.
the test tht is. gulps. i think
i'll fail. anyway, gotta do some
a maths. i've not done a single
thing yet. gah, i'm so pathetic.
anyway, sec ones comin in
tomorrow D: i'm gonna be so
what ah. gahhh, someone help me.
sighsigh, i'm rly overly...
hecks, more tomorrow.

i pray to hear tht voice all the time.

& it has been a month since tht day

2008-01-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

one test down, a couple more to go.
today's physics test was okay i guess.
but i have no confidence at all for
chemistry. i'm too tired to study.
anyway, today's hippo's birthday.
happy 15th birthday to kuozun.
we celebrated his birthday at the
playground. with a big chocolate cake.
took some pictures, went home around
five. sadly, ms teo didn't come, oh well.
ah, i'm so damn tired. whether it's
my legs or my brain, both are tired.
it's been kinda of a sad day.
rachel knows i guess. tht feeling.
anyway, gotta try do some work.
more tomorrow. and i'll try updating pics.

i'm tired, but i'll still be
clinging to tht little hope.

& daisuki desu

2008-01-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

just now took the train with
shihan,brent,zhexi,reynard.
but soon later some guy joined us.
umm, i know him cus i see him
around in woodlands but i dunno
what the heck is his name D:
we just talked today, lol. anyway,
let's just call him the big-eye guy.
his eyes are kinda large. hahah.
okay, we were crapping away in
the train. for goodness sake, who
in the world was the one who started
tht O: for some reason, someone did.
anyway, i'm having a sorethroat D:
like crappiest thing on earth, sigh.
but at least, i'm not having a fever.
i would expect this every year.
lol, chinese new year equals more food.
so yeah, tht's how things work, hoho.
too much heaty food [: anyway,
i didn't sleep in class today, an
improvement i suppose. but pe was
omg. soccer, i can't believe i'm playing
soccer. and for one thing, i think i
need to go for runs. dang it, my stamina
dropped like hell. better go for runs.
oh yeah, everyone's having tests
nowadays. horrible horrible.
i have a physics test tomorrow.
i have no idea as to how to study it.
just tried memorising a little here and there.
okay, i'm off to study more.

kimi ga daisuki

& realise it

2008-01-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

ohmygod, i was so damn tired tht
i slept in class. isn't it amazing [:
during bio, i was sleeping. to
simply put it, i was a half-asleep
human. i copied notes until i
practically slept. it took a lot
of effort to keep myself awake.
i secretly ate sweet in class
while mrs koh was talking about
the bloody weird enzymes.
amazingly, it kept me awake
but only for a while, which is pathetic.
after bio, i slept. until the teacher
came, ruby had to wake me up ah.
lol, i only stood without greeting
the teachers. sunday went out
too long already. drained my energy.
hahah, but it was fun. though,
i didn't get my handbag D: lol.
my mum says kuozun is cute ah.
we laughed like so damn much
after knowing tht. hohohohoo.
next week maybe have the study
group again i suppose.
ohyeah, i left my books under the
desk again [: hahha. hecks.
i don't wanna murder myself with
books. i had to go collect my book
from mdm choo this morning ah.
was actually kinda dumb =.-
but going into the teachers' straffroom
was super interesting, heheheh.
all sorts of things can be found.
okay, i give up. i can't study physics
now, too damn tired, gonna sleep
real early D: night.

you're unforgettable.

& it just never stops coming

2008-01-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

i was out for the whole day :D
but i did homework in the library.
well, supposingly there were more
people but it ended up to this few.
brent, chengyew, kuozun & me.
lol, brent wasn't supposed to be there.
but since he needs his shopping
so he appeared there to kill time.
amazingly, we managed to finish our
homework and revision by evening.
lol, we were talking and doing.
brent went off after his shopping.
then the rest of us went to popular
and to the arcade to play :D yayness.
okay, we wanted to play the air hockey
but it keeps getting taken, rawr.
and the big-bash champion wasn't
available. so sad ah, we ended playing
some lame stuff and the house of dead.
i wished there were more, you know.
never mind, we went for dinner at
pastamania later. i ate piazza. but
i wasn't rly hungry. the after effects of
playing the house of dead. it's kinda
like crap ah, i died so many times.
anyway, i ain't sleeping soon yet D:
my hair is still not dry yet, lol.
never mind, i'll go study a little and
watch some anime :D hahhah.

i still think bout you so damn often.

& hope you do know

2008-01-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

there was band today.
we did the usuals i guess.
it ended at one o'clock.
i went for lunch with the
others since we would have to
go back to school for the meet
the parents-teachers session
or what you call it, lol. okay.
the newly renovated coffee shop
was nice with a good television
but the food gotten more
expensive and the people
changed, oh well oh well.
went to cdans after tht,
supposingly.. the whoel bunch of
us wanted to play bowling but
it was fully booked D: so
we went off to lot 1. some of
them went home, or else,
went to lot one and wondered
around. went home around 6 plus.
i have finished a little bit of my
homework but i'm too tired to
continue any further D:
so yeah, time for my beauty sleep.
tomorrow, i'll be going to the library.
to study and all. hahha.
it should work out.

how many times do i need
to look at my phone?
it's like everytime and always [:

& what if it was rly tht

2008-01-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

i almost destroyed my knee today.
lessons are just simply too long.
and the heartless reynard and ruby
didn't wait for me when i was actually
limping to the canteen ah, horrible.
and it's another headache now.
don't wanna write more, ain't in the
mood for tht, oh well. more tomorrow.

i thought about them.
those were rly sweet times [:

& it won't be a random walk

2008-01-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

omg, my neighbourhood is getting
more and more freakier D: omg.
and we were talking bout ghost
stories. who in the world started it.
oh yeah, i just found out tht my
classroom is actually haunted O:
now it's gonna freak me out, gahh.
and i'm hearing some weird sounds
out there. ahhh, i hate those. help.
anyway, i was listening to a violin
concerto, wahah. not bad, but i prefer
the oboe concerto [: sooooo niccce.
why won't nodame cantabile just
continue D: have a season 2 please.
okay, my bloody chinese presentation
is over. offfcially over, wow. but
i think i looked like an idiot up there.
school was boring. or rather i was
moody. for the morning that is.
i think i'm just being toooo stupid.
over stupid. yeah. oh yeah,
yesterday was hermes' or how you
spell tht name birthday. wahahah.
the guy who attends piano at the
same place as my sis and in the
same school and class as my sis.
how nice to know tht. i didn't
know tht kimberly learnt violin
at the same place as i did in the past.
lol, we never met after all, hah.
rawr, we need to bring our books
home tomorrow. how sad. even the
books tht we dont need to bother
too much on. oh well, never mind.

i'm glad tht there's you always.

& don't start it all over

2008-01-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

what the crap, what the crap D:
i hate chinese presentations, hohoho.
and i'm so damn unlucky cus mine
is tomorrow and i'm the freakin first one.
ughhh, am i cursed, just because i'm
index no.1 D: i mean, others can present
2 months later, OMG. what about me.
where's my peace tht i so damn need.
anyway, bio test was today, i survived.
but i forgot tht my nose is an organ, hah.
so i breathe only with the windpipe and
lungs [: how special. anyway, i almost
slept in class again. it's freakin borin.
we ended classes late too, rawr D:
and tht reynard went all over the place.
i rly shouldn't have waited for him.
i'm like so extra when he's with serene.
it's like we went over to 3e1 & back to
3e6 for 2 times. but because of tht,
we heard 3e1 singing a birthday song.
lol, apparently, it was kar leong's
birthday. hahha, where's the cake.
went to causeway to get some stuff.
i think i was like an idiot walking into
tht shop. gosh, i thought i swore never
to enter it but i did. wow. anyway,
went home and slacked till evening.
played the piano until i was totally
bored. hahha. just so pathetic.

will you miss me
when i gone?

& till the end it shall be

2008-01-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

i'm studying bio again D:
i have no idea how i am suppose
to memorise all these info.
but hecks, i'm gonna blog first [:
okay, today was freakish.
got scolded during bio practical.
what the crap. agaragar was
disgusting rly. measuring it
with our rulers and chopping it.
later we get to see it turn pink
when submerged into the
hydrochloric acid i think. hahah.
it's kinda lame rly. chinese is
horrible. i'm gonna do my
presentation the day after
tomorrow. whyyyy!!!!!!!
why must i always be the first
one D; index no.1 sighsigh.
at least let me relax this week ah.
still ask me to present the day
after tomorrow, i'm like so
unlucky for goodness sake.
i feeeeel super miserable already.
but at least i do not need to
go for remedials. omg, better not.
today's a band day, i went band [:
yay, i love my vandoren reeeed ;D
it's seasoned like finally, so i used it.
the sound is a lot nicer, wahahah.
ughhh i don't like my school shoes.
they cause my feet to have blisters.
it hurts badly D: ouch ouch ouch.
okay, gtg study now. more tomorrow.

imy D:

& the reason tht tears can't drop

2008-01-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

gahh, my lips are dry again.
tht's bad D: lol, blood doesn't taste sweet.
anyway, today was drop-dead boring.
i almost slept throughout the classes.
too boring for me to handle i guess.
i couldn't even write properly, hahah.
ruby and i were so looking forward to
going home. the place where we can do
whatever that we wanna, especially
listening to music and watching all
the anime. and finally, we can announce
the disgusting bug DEAD. sorry but
please do rest in peace. ruby's the
official killer apparently. classes just
simply end too late. sigh, let us of
at 1.10 instead of 2.10 pls. tht'd be a
great great help. lol.
okay, i'm working on playing
canon in d and it's kinda coming
along, yayness. voyage and season
too. i understand the piece a little
more now. hohohho [:
but biology is a killer. sighsigh.
i have a test on wednesday but
i cannot seem to get much into
my head. celllsssssss... eeerks.
the side of my hand has a marking now.
i pressed too hard when i write.
gaaahhh, too stressed? lol. hahah.
okay, more tomorrow.

sooo,
take care yeah [:

& it'd remain this way, i know.

2008-01-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

wahahah, out for the whole day.
i woke up at 6.30am today :D
but i went back to sleep again, lol.
i had a headache again, sighsigh.
slept all the way to 8.15 or so.
ate half a plate of nasi lemak &
another half of plate of noodles.
actually, they weren't bad combinations.
went out at eleven plus after much
arguments on where the bloody shoes
of my sis's are. it's kinda dumb yeah.
reach clementi, too lazy to walk to my
granny's house so we stayed at macs
and waited for them. gahh, i dirtied
my blue dress with chili D: pooooff.
then we went to clarke quay [: hahha.
tht place rocks. i saw the museum, heh.
we went to the novotel hotel for the
wedding. it was a very special wedding.
a mixture of malay and chinese, cool.
but even though the bridegroom is
a chinese, without his specs, he looks
like a malay too. hahaha :D we ate
buffet there. i ate sushi and more
sushi. tht's bout the only thing i ate.
hmm, i saw most of my reletives there.
and my aunt still calls me 'elephant'
instead of allison. she has been calling
me tht eversince i was born, gosh.
anyway, i was surrounded by adults
and little kids, hahah. not rly anyone
is of my age i guess. but i have an uncle
who is in first year jc, but we dont talk
to each other. aloysius is being kinda
nice today [: although he doesn't
remember me much. he brought me
around in the shop. hahah. so cute.
but he's camera shy D: lol, little kids.
after tht, we went to central to shop, yay.
i went from shop to shop. hahahah.
dragging my mum everywhere, woot.
but i didn't buy anything. there were
some thing tht i wanna get but i'll
get them next time. hahha [:
we stayed there to six then went home.
but i wanted to eat some of the food
there D: i dunnno why but i was so hungry.
okay, so now i'm studying. sort of.
i have some pics but i'll upload next time.
as usual, i'm l-a-z-y. wahahah.
oh yeah, voyage is such a nice song! x)
the piano part is sssooooo nice.

you know, 愛してる still [:

& when i will know how you think

2008-01-19T15:45:00.000+08:00

RAWR, kuoshiong called me and
called me an ELEPHANT. ahem,
it's ALLISON. omg, the difference.
lol, anyway. i actually almost
totally forgotten bout the calendar.
but it wasn't rly destroyed, hahha.
be glad it's collecting dust at a corner.
it's the present for sunli though. hahah.
but i think it's kinda weird, nevermind.
today there was band. okay,
around ten plus i think.. hmmmm..
we had sectionals. today, only 4 altos
are present. one tenor and bari.
tht's kinda little. but chingkit came back.
and so did the cornet seniors. hahha.
i thought one of them sound like
james, and the way he talks to.
mr shaowei took us for sectionals.
he was rly funny :D it's kinda fun.
then after band, i went to causeway point.
zhengyong was eating at burger king's
and he sms-ed to see if i wanna eat.
hahah. i didn't eat with him ah.
he was eating with jeremy when i
walked past. i thought he didn't see me.
then he suddenly popped out of nowhere.
hahha, lame. eat halfway then run out.
i went to eat at crystal jade [: i ate
so much you know. was so bloated.
then i went hunting for school shoes.
apparently, there was no stock.
gaaahh, horrible. so i didn't buy.
neither did i get to buy a clock D:
all not nice. then i went home.
had chinese tuition, and i have to
chiong my homework. i'll be going
to attend my reletive's wedding tomorrow.
at clark quey ( or how you spell tht ),
kinda of a cool location. i've been
wanting to go there for a long time.
look at the night life :D lol. hahhah.
okay, i'm having a bad headache now.
i wanna rest D: but the damn hmk.
sigh. shooo headaches. no way am
i gonna eat a panadol like i did last time.
yucks. this headache is irritating.
i almost slept through my tuition thanks
to it. pooof. alright, let me go eat dinner.

yay, you seem fine.
hahah. tht's good.

& i won't mind waiting forever

2008-01-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

there's seriously something wrong.
my lips keep getting so dry so damn often.
though i drowned myself in the bottles of
water. ughh, i'll gonna fill myself with water.
hahah, ruby got a shock in class thanks to me.
cus my lips were bleeding then i started
swearing, lol. she was like giving me this face O.O
man, the lips were bleeding half the time. gaa.
during class, after class, during band.
okay, classes today was as usual.
ruby was busy exterminating the bug.
YUCKS, it went into the whole of
kelvin's table. omg, god knows what it
does in there. so ruby decided to trap the bug
in tht hole. she taped the opening. lol.
in the middle of the class, we would
examine the bug. hahha, it's kinda sick.
we went to band early too. was one
of the earliest there. hahahah.
then we had sectionals until 4 plus.
went home at 6 plus.
tried playing scarlet on piano.
gahh, the score doesn't have the
nice intro part, i wonder why D:
anyway, i'll be off to study a little now.
bio test, a maths test. so dead D:
listening the connie's 'i will always love you'
it's so damn nice and cute :D

you get well soon, okay.
till a week later huh..

& i have to let it go now

2008-01-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

ugh, listening to my sis playing
all the scales are boring D:
can't she play something else
for the time being. and gosh,
she's like playing fff, no joke.
anyway, i'm a happy man, lol.
i found the score for voyage.
wahahah. took me long, rly.
now i just need to wait for
the marionette score to pop out
somewhere. hope it'll somehow.

okay, today was not too bad.
though i must say there were
certain things that i didn't like.
hahah, i slept in class for a while.
the day before got headache =.=
it took a while to sleep. hahhah.
tired tired, lol. hmm, in the morning.
we had the principal talk. okay,
it seems like the questions tht
ruby and i asked did came out.
hohoho. hahahah. before tht,
we played a game tht includes
scissors, paper, stone. and i
won four-rows straight. muahahah.
such a genius in tht game.
anyway, after tht was a couple
of activities. ruby was apparently
screaming thanks to a bug who
might have laid a bug egg in the
hole of a table. hahah. the bug
keeeps insisting on getting into the
hole. it was rly hilarious cus she
couldn't destroy the bug.
the health talk was super interesting.
hahhaha. i enjoyed it :D
ruby and i were playing canon in d
on the table, LOL. she sang it.
the last item was the cheer thing.
while waiting for the time to assemble,
ruby and i went to 2e5. hahah, our
2e4 classroom. i miss it lots. it looks
the same just tht the tables are
somewhat clean, lol. hahahha.
i guess it was okay. then
i went home with hilary.
it was kinda late when i reached home.
can't they sort of release us earlier D:
yayness, band tomorrow [:
i'm kinda hopin for friday to come..

should it be kinda like when
it was the first time, tht'd be nice.
because, it's so damn important
to me no matter what.
hope it'd last forever,

& i just can't help it but keep thinking

2008-01-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

wahaha, today isn't a study day.
tht's great [: but it was some funny
activities that we do. okay, i hated
the sandwich-making one most D:
it was just utterly disgusting.
rly. i was so desperate to go for
recess, ugh. oh well. hahhah.
we went to the same old
art museum again. i'm kinda of
the place you know. but i like
the meditation gallery the most.
it's so damn nice. so relaxing.
the smell and the pictures, you know.
but it was better this time since we
could roam all around the place.
we went from one end to the other
end. hahah. i like the auditorium
the best. i dunno whether it's one but
it was rly nice with the stained glass
in the middle. it kinda resemble a
church. yeap. well, for today,
i coincidentally met qianqi.
hahhah. it was only when i
went to the cabin beside.
lol, if shihan didn't ask me to
go there, i wouldn't have met her.
we almost couldn't recognise each
other since we both went to
rebond our hair. hohohoo.
she will be going back to
greenwood and i hope the
others will too :D alright, gtg.
you know, i'm just no good without you D:

i knew, i knew it from the start.
but i was just too stupid wasn't i.
i was just a coward.
now, i ended up like tht again.
what can i do. it was too much.
the biggest truth was a lie,

& am i just a friend like any other?

2008-01-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

AH, oh my god.
i finally got to buy ayumi's new album.
i've listened to the whole thing for three times already.
hahahahah, it's just tht nice okay.
especially, marionette :D i just love it.
now if there were only a piano score to come
with the album. hohoho [: anyway,
classes ended late today D: we got home later
than usual. but it was not as boring as
some other lessons i guess. since we
had to walk all over to the labs after recess.
hahah. i failed my maths quiz.
gosh. careless mistakes everywhere.
lucky tht it was just a quiz.
and yay, there are no classes on weds & thursday.
but school ends around four for us.
NOOOOOO, i don't wanna go for
the learning journey. i thought we
went to an art musuem already, wth.
but yayness for band tomorrow :D
we can have some fun wearing our
section jacket, lol :D
oh yeah, i LOVE gershwin's rhapsody in blue.
it sounds so damn cute, and lively.
whatever it is, i hope ruby doesn't
start singing sleigh ride like she did today.
i'm gonna have tht song stuck in my head =.=
alright, more tomorrow.
time for food.

it feeels odd.
for a day like this.
sigh,

& a promise

2008-01-12T18:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm, i'm waiting for someone.. so i'm blogging.
today was more or less one of the most boring days.
there was no band, so i did some homework.
i did go out for a little bit though but i forgot to
go check for ayumi's new album. such an idiot.
lol, i bought a new dress and a skirt, yay.
but how could i forget bout the cd D: gahhh.
but i think i'm dying to find the piano score
for her songs. it's way toooooooooo nice rly.
i saw two guys playing the songs on a piano on youtube.
i just wonder how they could play just by hearing.
anyway, i was reading some manga just now,
it's way too lovely, lol. stories oh stories.
but one part of it rly sounds a bit like myself, lol.

i'm thinking bout you like a 24/7
it's like always.

it ain' that way
cus we had to keep it this way.
but you know, i'm not giving up.

& uncountable thoughts

2008-01-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

today's yunpeng's birthday.
the eldest in our class, lol.
and he actually came late for sch i think.
hahahah, somebody thought he's
celebrating his birthday at home so
he ain't coming for school. wow.
hmmm, i'm getting like a ton of homework
nowadays. and there's this 'holiday' hmk
for maths. what a joke, last's year
hmk is given this year. and it's called
weekends hmk now. i hate those D:
hahah, anyway. our class's projector
isn't working in a correct manner at all.
but classes ended at 12.40 today :D
yayayyayayay. but there was this
cca orientation. okay, it's kinda fun.
but i was like so hungry ah D:
hahha. went home around five plus.
was like so dead tired.
i'll flunk chemistry for sure.

yeap, it feels lonely.

& i wouldn't wanna let go

2008-01-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

today was a sleepy day.
i had a headache in the morning.
lol, i almost slept during chem class.
almost, too almost, hahahah.
guess what, i saw swathi on tv O.O
she was on the news as a school
news reporter. omg, hahah ;D
lol, my mum just happened to be
watching channel five. heheh.
anyway, if wenji could transfer
to our school, i'd be sure to go
to her class and disturb her, hohoho.
let's hope she gets to come [:
okay, time for my beauty sleep.

ily lots [:

& maybe your biggest truth was your biggest lie

2008-01-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

okay, wenji found the friendster.
wahahaha, and i know who he is now.
the people who wrote comments
there sounded as if he got dumped
or something, lol. but he's plays
softball, wha. i didn't know there
would be such a cca. kinda cool.
i wonder what position he plays O:
anyway, school was heck of boring.
of course it would be, we have
triple science and double maths and
english and social studies in a day.
tht's about what i have for a week.
well, there goes all the homework.
with the chinese letter writing test
somewhere this week D: hope it
isn't tomorrow, i don't like it at all.
i know i was writing notes during
bio like hell lots. my hand hurts D:
classes were just simply too long.
rawr. at least, tomorrow is a lot
better rly. hahahah [: ahhh, LOL.
wenji is lame. she thinks tht she's
my teacher. TEACHER, you're
having a test tomorrow too, do your
homework! muahahahahah.

D:
i wanna talk to you,
i'm thinking bout u again.

& maru de kimi no you na yasashii

2008-01-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

rawr, i'm dying to get ayumi hamasaki's new album - guilty
i heard a couple of songs on youtube from tht album.
omg, [marionette] is just amazing, the music video's wow.
[together when...] is also my favourite :D wootwoot.

anyway, wenji and the rest are back. it seems like
they got a chance to go to the plantation. unfairness.
i don't think i've ever been there. so, not much changed..
wenji told me a couple of things.
the white ferocious dog beaten somebody up
( i assume it's a stranger ) so it's currently locked
up at the bottom; in the forest. xiaobai is still around.
but the black one isn't D: okay, it's kinda sad.
it got hit by the train at the railway track.
but it was a long time ago. mummy cat was kicked
out with the 2 kittens O: now there's only one kitty
which is afraid of human beings. the big blacky is
still sweeping the floor in the forest. some sort of
hobby for it i guess. now, 'MY BEST FRIENDS',
the chickens. oh for goodness sake, i know i'm
born in the year of rooster but i still consume
them, lol. and wenji didn't need to tell me how much
the poo actually stinks.

hmm, as for today, i refused to go out.
i was told tht the bball court was fixed.
but why in the world should i go there.
i stayed at home, studied a little but i
was watching the tv half the time.
and i think i'll be destroying my phone
soon. it has a amazing dent at a corner,
hahahah. i dropped the phone when i
was going to some 7-11 after school.
and the side is half-destroyed rly.
i dropped it on my house floor, ouch.
back then, the metal thing was actually
bulging out. i had to remove the cover
and press it back, lol.
k3u.

& it's like a dream come true

2008-01-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

they left me in singapore and went to
malaysia again, just because there ain't
any space for me in the car?! lol, nevermind.
i received rly cute stuffs from aunt alison.
hahha, she's so nice ;D now i have a lot of
chocolates in my house, lol. hmm, let's see..
i have a new hat o.O some clips, two shirts..
and plenty of food. hahahah. today was as
usual, band [: wahahha, saw huiern today.
we sat the train together again ;D when we
reached, i saw howard. anyway, after band,
i went bowling. ahh, i'm pathetic. better off
not saying anything more about it. hahah.
but it was a hell lot of fun. yeapyeap :D
after tht i went to causeway to wait for
my sis and dad for lunch. but they ate
before they came =.= wth. so we ate
mos burger. but they took so long to come.
i went to every corner in popular while
waiting, hahah. bought a green pen too.
alright, i'll doing some other things now.
more next time [: wahahahah.
if it was at least a day to spend
it together like that in a week [:

& it was rly lonely without you

2008-01-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

omg, people living in woodlands
are practically living in a mini
northpole. i swear it's sixteeen
degrees here in my room without
fan or air conidtioner. i'm actually
FREEZING to death every day.
in the morning and every night D;
but it's kinda cool huh, so freezy.
heheh. i having a cold again.
it's like temporary but wth.
classes was short today, i'm glad.
but monday is a killer. i'm so dead.
i saw swathi today ;D it's been awhile.
i guess even if it was to be
unrequitable, it'd still be...
i-l-y.

& days simply seem like years to me

2008-01-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

gaaaa, today is as usual i think.
my class's has been like tht but
i'm glad tht dean & shiteng gets
to join my class for chinese ;D
best of the best! but it could've
beeen more D: hmmm, english
actually fine but for some reason,
we have 2 teachers? huuuhhhh.
what in the world is going on?
well, i hope it gets sorted out soon.
anyway, i'm tired. tired of doin
nothing? lol, i even read straits times.
did maths revision. and i don't know
what to do already, rawr rawr rawr.
and wenji came to a conclusion,
seng kang & seng kang. wth?!
how do we know which is which.
why does everyone stay in sengkang?
lol, what if they were neighbours? O:
perhaps perhaps perhaps.

i'm such a coward. i don't
dare to even to such a thing.
how can i not be an idiot.
i don't even deserve to be
treated this good, so why.
i know it's just a voice i hear,
the words i see but where's
the face tht i wanted to see
and talk to just so happily?

& just wanna walk together with you

2008-01-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

D: this is bad, the weather's cold.
i'm having a cold, omg omg omg :[
i'm falling asleep any moment man.
ugghh, and my teacher changed the
tuition time again, why why why D:
i dont think i can concentrate if my
tuition ends that late, sigh.
and what did i do today? D: don't
wanna talk to me. yeah, in case
you dunno, i'm very miserable okay.
it's like i'm missing sth. but if i rly
did something wrong, sorry bout it.
forgive me please? i wanna talk.

gaaa, anyway, first day of school.
i miss 2e4. i miss 2e4 classroom.
which is like currently occupied by
2e5. i wanted to go in to seee if my table
is there ah D: lol, memories. i miss
that classroom with bugs flying in
always, heheh. where everyone
screams and shouts half the time.
my current class is 3e6 but there's
a super super big difference, pooof.
it's like dead silence almost all the time.
i can't survive through the year like tht.
notice ruby and i keeep looking at the
opposite. hahahah. waving like mad
to the 2e4 peeps, aw, we miss them.
i miss 2e4 classroom and people badly.
ah-choo. ughhh, a cold.

& wish, please come true

2008-01-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
i saw fireworks yesterday, it was awesome.
but it was only for a short five minutes.
the fireworks were rly pretty and near.
but we didn't go so near to see it, didn't
wanna get ourselves dirty, heheh ;D
anyway, there's nothing much tht i did
today. i didn't go out D; was chionging
homework, LOL! but i was laughing
like a mad person on the phone, tht i am.
i watched a movie in the morning, it was
called the last mimzy, superduper cute.
it was a nice story, heheh. it's finally
the year of 2008 already, wootwoot.
more homework, awwww. and damn it,
my classes would end at 2.10 D: sad.
it's like so freakin late! grrrrr, hate it.
whatever it is, i would still wanna see
my friends :D tht's for sure, heheh! [:
K3U

& it'd be another two days maybe, sigh

2007-12-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

rawr, i freakin do not know what to do.
i'm bored of doing my homework &
there's like only two days left, hecks.
okay, i feel a lot better this morning.
hahha, i woke up late again. i did hmk.
until nooon, went out to get some books.
we saw the deal or no deal thing of courts
at causeway point. hahah. the jackpot
game was a bit umm, weird. anyway,
i went to swensens for crayfish spagetthi.
it wasn't too bad [: went home after awhile.
and i'm super bored. i did play a little of
oxygen jam. but not the way like i played
when wenji was also playing. lol, tht's nuts.
anyway, shawngoh did ask me a good question.
he thought tht it was stupid. lol, hahahahah.
"when is school starting?" yeap, tht's it.
he's calender was acting weird i heard;
31st wasn't a public holiday, LOL :D
oh yeah, i talked a little to duff's gf today.
rawr, she was evil. who in the world is
going out with a boyfriend, ahemahem.
anyway, i'll find something else to do for now.

and i kept thinking about you,
just like a nonstop 24/7.

& no matter what it won't change

2007-12-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

ah damn @.@ i'm sick at the worst time
of the year. the week where i've not
finished my homework D: booooohoo.
now i can't do much. i'm half awake.
ughh, no snacks for me D: i can't even
go out for dinner. i lead such a sad life.
tons of homework, so little time though.
but oh well, never mind.. man, i hate fever.
anyway, my dad gave me a big shock yesterday.
he came back and there was a lot of red
patches on him. i thought he caught chicken
pox, lol. in the end, it was just some allergy.
or so i hope. lol. anyway, i'll update more next
time. hahah [: as for now, games :D

i won't need to lie to myself anymore.
no matter what, it'd be alright, i know.

& to see an empty seat across

2007-12-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

man, i need to do my homework D:
anyway, there was band today.
some ex-seniors came to visit O:
one was a saxophonist [: and 3 others.
we did the usuals here and there.
and i was told that ruby went malaysia.
whoa, kinda unexpected. lol, it's okay.
it's kinda boring now. ahhhh, D:
except that i'm listening to YUI's
songs now. super super nice [:
well, i did watch a little of the
music station on animax today,
but i only saw 2 songs =.=
kinda pathetic. lol. and i watched
d-gray man 64 on kumby.
whoa, leenalee got a super short
hairstyle now. kinda not used to it.
anyway, off for my work now.

& just to la la la la with you

2007-12-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

i'm ignored again D: pooof.
sigh okay. at least for today's
checkup, i'm super relieved [:
i'm somewhat like on the verge
of needing the braces which are
like yuck yuck yuck. luckily, i
don't need it ;D and i won't need
to see the doctor for a YEAR :D
omg, that's like super good news.
the whole thing was super freaky.
i don't like it at all man D: eeeek.
it may be kinda dumb to be afriad
of those but yeah =.= after that,
i went to plaza singapura to walk
a little but my dad insisted to go
home so it's kinda rushy here and
there. ahhh, it's a horrible day
after all. oh yeah, claudia says
that she may be able to come back
to singapore for 2 weeks during
may to july. ahh, i hope she will.
it's been 3 years after all -.-" hah.
gaaa, i hate writing chinese hmk!
anyway, YUI's so cool on her
electric guitar :D her voice is like
super nice too. woot woot woot.

& tht's the first encounter

2007-12-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

ah, i was ignored today D:
never mind. okay, it's a boring day.
but tomorrow's even worse.
some boring backbone check-up D:
i hate it man, no fun at all.
and i still have dunno like how many
pieces of homework, sigh sigh.
the chinese test paper is freakin
boring. oh well, the composition
is no different at all, i dislike it, lol.
well, there was a rly funny thing [:
the korean drama. about olden days
and a guy called zhumeng. the history
and many other things. omg, if i'm
not wrong, a guy confessed to another
guy O.O gays. they were gays in the
past. and the gays cried when one of
them was leaving to another place.
awww. omg. lol, it was weird. but the
show was nice overall. hahahah ;D

& passing over a thousand nights

2007-12-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

omg, it's so damn funny ;D
hahahah. okay. the man in the
pic wenji sent to be rly resemble
somebody a lot. but just that the
specs are a bit too extra. yawns*
i slept at 3.30am yesterday :D
omg, christams party was fun.
bbq was the funniest part, LOL!
the ceremic tile BROKE, hahahah.
lucky it didn't hit anyone but it
was so funny ah. later we played
some game. rawr, i didn't win UNO.
there was something for everyone
to do yeah. i was watching the people
singing karaoke. wenji and the rest
play monopoly. it looked like a
disaster. hahahah. well, i was
also talking to joseph. rawr, he
won me in the cooking game. like
times two of my score? omg.
i can't believe it. this time, we got
our presents at 12.30. nobody
wanted to stop what they were doin.
hahahah. i gave libing a present [:
brendan gave me mine, lol. okay,
just nice, the things he gave was
what i needed. good choice good choice.
we went for a drive down orchard to
see the lights at 2 am plus. lol.
kuo loon's funny x) he saw a guy in the
taxi lying flat at the back seats, then
he said, " that guy K.O already " lol.
aw man, it's christmas and i'm not out.
everybody is too tired to move, hahah.
slacking at home now. school homework.
can die doing the chinese homework.
ugh. okay, i'm gonna play games ;D

& i wait each day

2007-12-23T13:44:00.001+08:00

whoa. my tuition teacher had forgotten bout my tuition today.
i woke up at 6.30 ahh D: should have slept till nine D:
never mind, the main thing is this morning's conversation! :D

wenji's back from china and she's telling me a lot.
there's this HOTTIE around 15 yrs old i think.
wenji was trying her best to explain how he looks like.
but i haven't got an idea at all, wahahahah. he was on the
same tour as she was in, you know. but in a different tour
group D: awww. she wanted to start a conversation to
him but it couldn't happen at all. so she was saying if i was
there, maybe she could talk to him or something. however,
on second thought i feel glad tht i wasn't there with
her on a holiday in china. omg, omg, omg. yeeshien actually
caught food poisoning. ouch. wenji rly knows how to spoil
my thoughts with the food poisoning. i doubt i may go china
for a holiday now. anyway, the main thing is.
she doesn't even know his name. hahah, tht's tough.
i don't rly understand bout the eyeing part but
may they meet again this christmas. hahahah [:
ah shucks, i've a got a feeling tht the weather is
getting hotter each day D: where's the snow to fall in singapore?
let it snow let it snow let it snow..

when would you ever start realising?
have yours already faded? but, K3U

& konna ni mo daisuki datta nante

2007-12-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

whoa, i ate lots of rice balls today.
it's kinda uncountable, hahah [:
i went to granny's house since there
ain't band today but i wanted bowling.
D: too bad there ain't band. well, at
least i found some time to do some
of my homework. now i'm left with
all chinese homework. yesterday or
the day before, i kinda forgotten;
wenji went online to talk to me, hah.
she happily enjoying the warm weather
there while it's raining here. lol, she told
me tht she saw a lot of waterfalls O:
anyway, i told her to take more pictures.
if i'm not wrong, she'd be back tomorrow.
sth like right before christmas eve i think.
and speaking of tht, derek caught chicken
pox, so he's not coming to the christmas
party. aww, it's kinda sad for him yeah.
but it's kinda scary now. i'm like the only
one who have not gotten chicken pox, lol.
hmm, my 1000 piece puzzle is going well,
with big help from kee chien & my mum.
it's rly pretty when it glows in the dark :D
anyway, i rly like the songs by
FUNKY MONKEY BABYS! :D it's so nice.
but AQUA TIMEZ is also nice. hahah.
i hope they write more songs, lol.
well, to the people out there,
MERRY CHRISTMAS [:
2 more days, hohohoho.

& i hope that you'll soon realise

2007-12-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

band dinner was rly amazing yesterday.
especially when there was this guy laughing so

damn lound and funny at table 2 i think.

shinchieh and i just cant stop laughing. lol,

thinking about tht is so damn funnny too.

but the bad thing about yesterday was tht

it rained. troublesome man. they should build some

proper place for everyone to walk and some

shelter man. the place was like so difficult to

find and we walked miles before we reached.

the place was like super nice though. i still

remembered ruby & i was looking at the scenery,

then we saw some smoke coming out from the hills.

yanying the caveman was cooking you know ;D

we almost wanted to call her but we assumed tht

she's busy at her tribal site, lol. so funnny.
okay, there're tons more pics but i'm lazy.

i wannnaaa go watch a movie tomorrow, RAWR.

lol, kuoshiong asked what to get for my dad.

wahahah, we got all the chirstmas present already.

sigh, will i get to go out tomorrow? D:

& do you know how much i miss those words

2007-12-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

BUG ATTACK D:
okay, a cockroach appeared in the band room.
ruby & i was walking towards the exit and tht
flying thing flew to a euphonium player's shirt.
oh god, it's totally digusting. i wonder if anyone
threw it away already.
in the bus, a beetle appeared in front of maddie
and i, ewww. freaked us out of course D: gahh.
i jumped out of seat, hahah. i hate those. so we
asked ms ma for help. she doesn't mind unless
it's a cockroach afterall, heheh. however, she
needed a tissue to catch one. tingting was super!
she offered to grab the beetle tht flew to zheng
shu's back with her hand. in a second, she threw
it out of the bus. whoa. our SAVIOR :D though,
she almost hit someone with tht insect, hahah.

alright, today. originally a day for me to rest...
but there just happened to be a performance.
so i had to wake up early. i slept late though D:
on sunday, i was with wenji's family. we spent
the whole sunday eating, waiting, playing yeah.
for dinner, we went to fish & co. it wasn't too bad.
i like their fish & chips but i was too full for the
whole fish, i gave half to kuo shiong. hahah [:
glad there's someone to eat the biggg fish, lol.
we went for a little shopping after tht while i
spent half the time fixing the rubik's cube, hoho.
with the guidance from wenji, i finished it :D
after tht, they sent me home. amazingly, there
was a jam at the imm carpark. coool, jammed.
it was kinda hilarious. kuo loon finished fixing
the rubik's cube ten times before we were out.
anyway, i guess i'm a little tired today, hahah.
i slept on the bus oin the way back to school but
i woke up a couple of times. ms ma thought i was
feeling unwell, lol. oh yeah, i had tons of fun
playing derry's phone games. howard & i were
snatching over to play. hahah. the rollar coaster
was so damn awesome. i'll go download tht game.
i offically declare tht howard may not be able to
drive next time. he's like so damn reckless man.
the roller coaster practically crashed at the head.
i could at least keep the head alive. hahahah :D
derry could not win me at the phone tennis at all.
he was taking the lagness as an excuse, hohohoho.
for some reason, phone games rules. there's even
sims. i tried the shaking madeline's phone today.
hahah, it's kinda fun [: press and shake, lol :D
*before i forget; tht RUBY wanted me to write
about how she called me at her prefect camp to
greet me on my birthday. oh wow, amazing feat!
right now, i'm
listening to 千の夜をこえて sen no yoru wo koete;
AQUA TIMEZ is the best band :D love them [:

even though it's only a day,
i will miss those words.
will i see them tomorrow?

& i can't lie to myself anymore

2007-12-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

hohoho, okay, i didn't watch the
first part of the sea games today.
sadly, it took me a while to reach home.
i was at precious thoughts at causeway.
trying to get something tht resembles a bell.
but damn it, no more stock for december.
ahhh, tough luck. it was so damn nice D:
i ended going empty handed, pfff.
today during band, i kept complaining of
my hunger. hahah, i was seriously hungry.
tht nic gave me tht look again when i asked
when is lunch. lol, what a good question.
however, the new reed i'm using today
was a heck load of trouble. it made my lips
so pain. rawr, in fact, the whole second stand
had this prob. whoa, it's amazing.
during lunch break, met rachel, ruby & all.
ahhh, i miss everyone of 2e4. i wanna
have a long chat with them, heheh [:
a lot of them was back from camp...
some malaysia-singapore camp, hahah.
sag went for tht, whoa. they had canoeing.
i miss tht D: oh yeah, then i saw this
magic trick done by zhiming. =.=
yesyes, it was amazing. sighsigh,
i just don't understand magic. lol.
alright, i'll be off to watch bleach.
more tomorrow [:

and &
if this presence means tht much,
there's no way i can lie to myself.
not anymore...

& an eternal dream

2007-12-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D
finally, i'm fourteen you know [:
and i hardly got any sleep last night.
gaaa, i was thinking of what i'd end up
doing today but i guess i'm still stuck
at home. LOL, okay. i just can't believe
how early the people nowadays wake up.
thanks to the messages i recieved,
EARLY in the morning, really early.
had news tht someone's back at midnight [:
then at 06:11 am,
i recieved b'day greeting from sag.
oh gosh, he sounded as if he's leaving or sth.
it's at least 70 words long, wow wow wow [:
hahah, anyway, thanks a lot yeah. however,
too bad the message wasn't sent at 06:12, hah.
another earlybird; ms. chongwenji :D
she made me read her message half way
through my sleep =.= but yay, i can't wait for
the party on sat! :D karaoke & FOOD, yumm.
serene & xinyi sent me birthday greetings too.
thanksthanks [: oh yeah, gerald too.
hahah, unbelivable. he remembered [:
get well soon though, heheh.
so yeah, tht about it for now.
i still have to do my nyaa homework later D:
curse curse curse. i hate tht the most.
alright, for the past few weeks.
nothign much have been happening i think.
i did have my first visit to a church.
it was a lot different than i thought.
hahah. met new people too [:
ahh, i did spend $10 on the candy machine
at the arcade. i wanted the banana.
gaaa, the guy beside me took all.
damn him damn him.
and yeah, i'm dying to watch a movie.
ENCHANTED, i wanna watch tht.
yeah, and ruby's birthday was 2 days
before mine. i wonder how she celebrated O:

& there the glamorous sky

2007-11-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

hahah, it's been years since i updated.
the hols so far is kinda fun sometimes,
but half of it bores me i guess, lol :D
i changed the blogskin & song since i've
been using the other one for a damn long
time. so far, there ain't much happening.
last week was someone's birthday, we
ate at a restaurant & wenji was being so damn
evil okay D: she went to use my phone &
played a prank on jin peng, hahah. i pity him.
tht night, we actually wanted to go to ktv but
it was fully booked, too bad eh. we ended up
eating macs in the middle of the night, heheh.
after tht, we went home. the next day, which
was a sunday, wenji's parents drove us to
sungei buloh wetland reserve. my mum
wanted to eat the nasi lemak there but it was
sold out. so i ended feeding the fishes &
eating 3 slices of sandwiches before we
went for a walk with the shortest route.
it was still kinda like a long walk. there were
many mosquitos near the pond D: shouldn't
have gone there. there were tons of ants too.
yucks yucks. they were so freakin BIG, omg.
after tht, we went to the nearby fish farm.
there wasn't anything to do there though.
but there were people fishing for all i know.
oh yeah, we went to another place which
sells furniture & plants. it was a real nice place.
there was even a functional room, whoa.
some days before, i went to visit rylik & rurik.
uhh, derek was there too, hahah. those 2 boys
were super cute [: rurik is afraid of santa claus.
hahah, christmas is coming. somehow, i ended
playing a little tennis there, eating a lot of snacks.
thanks to derek =.= watched lots of tv too.
oh yeah, brendon the duff duck did came back too.
so i helped with the diner dash thing. man, he's
hopeless when it comes to installing the game.
as for today, it was a half day for band.
so after band, i went to get my mum's present.
alright, enough of talking. i'll go continue watching
the nana movie :D hahah. updating next time.

& when i never notice tht existence

2007-10-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

okay, so at the last day of school.
i found out tht i managed to get what i want.
triple science & elective geog :D
the thing is, i've been put into class 3e6.
so yeah, RUBY's in tht class too :D
and HUIERN too, pri sch classmate and
classmate once again, lol. oh well, it's
the end for 2e4'o7 but we'll still be together
somehow [: hahahah, today i went to
plaza singapura. watched a movie with
ruby, yanying, kuozun, chengyew & shawngoh.
the seeker wasn't too bad but i find it short D:
now, i'm waiting to watch enchanted. it seems
so damn funny. hahahah, can't wait can't wait.
we went to the arcade too. played loads of times.
i played the drums until my arms hurt T.T
only played time crisis 4 to the 2 stage.
hahaha, we were out of cash. then we
went around here and there, ate and walked.
didn't buy anything today but it was fun [:
the prob is my hand hurts now D: pfff.
glad tht band is at 12 noon tomorrow.
don't have to wake up early, RAWR :D

& it wasn't picture perfect

2007-10-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

alright, the art museum today was fine.
hahah, we went around and looked.
but tht's seriously about it, oh well.
the bus ride was kinda okay though, LOL [:
so after tht, a couple of us went to shawn goh's
house to play. hahah, we practically barge in.
evangeline, shiteng, rachel, me went looking
for his house. at least i got half of the direction
correct, tht is. but when we reached there,
shawn wasn't in @.@ chengyew & him went to lot 1, hahah.
waited till they get back then went in.
we played twister in the computer room.
hahah, & lots of the piano, of course :D
oh yeah, we went to use the com to search,
played gunbound & uno too. hahha, gunbound..
i was like so miserable ah, losing & losing. GAAA!
but i did win a little somehow, oh well.
at around 5 plus or so, we went home.
whaa, play the whole day [: it's fun okay.

& with my little wings

2007-10-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

alright, there was a slight change in plans today.
LOL, i wouldn't say it's rly small but it's still fun! :D
angela, rachel, yanying & i went to causeway point.
we went to pastamania to eat but i didn't eat yeah.
i wasn't hungry anyway, but it took pretty long, haha.
after tht, yanying went to buy cream puff, omg.
she ate like so much pls [: rachel bought a smoothie.
later we went to comics connection :D hahah, lol.
angela & i set eyes on the bleach posters and bought them.
it was like only 1 left for each, hahah. yay, i love ulquiorra!
hahaha. then we wondered around. shops to shops. we
eventually went to take neoprints for 2 times, whoa.
our editing skills are horrible i must say. oh well, sad life.
but it was fun, tht's it. after tht, we went to the puzzle shop.
jigsaw world! :D i love tht place, i swear i'll get one to make.
after tht we went home. i talked half an hour on the phone.
hahha, the phone was really heated please. lol :D
i watched a little on a anime too. hayate no gotoku!, tht is.
however, i only watched it because the one i was watching
yesterday no longer exists D: SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD. omg.
anyway. it'd be the national art museum! :D can't wait for it.
yayness, school outing. hahhaa.

& most of all, most of all

2007-10-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

ahhh, the main activity of the day ended.
the bizworld thing that is. okay, it's fine.
though i was happily reading fairytail [:
hahha, daryl finally brought it :D so nice.
the same rave characters but looking a little
more different, heheh. finally, you get to see
sieghart smiling a lot :D yayness. he didn't smile
much in rave, pfff. anyway, after school i didn't have
cca so i went home. at 2, went to play gunbound!
hahha, i was like so damn early this time but not
many was around. in the end, played with yanying,
xinyi & kuozun. LOL, with kuozun, it's like easier to win.
towards the end, he left for a moment. i had to pair up
with this stranger against yanying & xinyi, sighsigh.
okay, i guess tht person's fine but i just don't get any
luck when he's around D: gaaa, damn it. hahahh.
however, i still won with a fair amount [: tht's good.
alright, i'll go watch shijou saikyou no deshi kenichi.
it's kinda funny, lol. oh yeah, i finished watching zombie
loan yesterday. eeks, they better make a second season D:

& chasing in the rain

2007-10-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

before i do anything else, let me blog.
gaaa, i've been thinking about blogging
for the past few days but i didn't get the chance.
for one thing, right after my chinese tuition
yesterday, i got kicked out of the house.
wth, i was made to go vivo city with wenji &
her family apparently. hahahah, what a day.
took the car all the way there. walked many
many rounds in tht shopping centre [:
i bought a top, a pair of earrings & a keychain.
oh tht keychain was somewhat customised.
made it in the shop beside action city :D
it was for a belated birthday gift which cost $8.
pfff, wenji & i waited like forever to get it done.
however, i was a bit disappointed though.
cus i didn't get anything from action city.
man, i guess i should go back to heeren instead.
anyway, we ate like so much please =.=
i ate before i went out, then ate when i reached.
until kuo loon came, we ate again & not to forget
dinner at the asian kitchen. the same old place [:
moonlight horfun was as nice as before, aww.
then we walked around to find our way back to
the car. the carpark seemed to have shifted.
l0l, at least the car doesn't have wings.
wenji, her parents, yeeshien & her mom will
be going to a part in china. i forgot where but it's
winter. supposingly, i'm the one who would be
going but.. all the activities during december,
so i didn't go D: sad life, i wanted to go to australia.
it's a 2 week trip in sydney & others, free & easy T.T
hope i'll go thailand next year though :D i want to go back
to phuket. wenji, don't forget my souvenirs; ahem.

the day before, a saturday.. i wasn't doing much.
after band, went home. stared at the computer screen.
i finally finished watching claymore. hated the ending.
not unless there's a second season, hmmm.
and last friday, after band. had the craziest time in
the bowling alley. LOL, i'm pathetic. half of my balls
are gutter balls. sighsigh, hopeless. hahahah, oh well.
i'll be bowling again on wednesday though :D yayness.
and as for today, we had the bizworld thing going on.
coooool, we had a lot of fun making and discussing.
hahaha, i wonder how it'd go tomorrow with the stocks
& stuff like tht. i'm the vice president of design, LOL.
what a job. not as if i'm rly tht creative or something.
hahahah, alright, more tomorrow. i didn't get much of
a sleep yesterday. gosh, i slept at twelve.
was watching CSI miami, hahah. super nice.
and i'm glad that the 4 guys made it to the finals for
america's got talent. hahhaa :D

& eien ni furu yukiga aru nara

2007-10-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

okay, it's been ten days since i updated.
hahahah, i've been rly lazy yeah.
and my internet wasn't working quite some time
before. oh well, i've been doing nothing much
ever since the exams ended though.
uh, i ended up watching getbackers, lol.
it's a rly nice anime. ginji is super cute. hahah.
shido is also damn funny. oh yeah, i finally
have animax on the tv but i wonder if it's only
temporary, hahah. suddenly, it appeared. hmm.
as for my exams marks. you can say it's not rly
what i wanted. oh well, science & lit was a mess.
but i'm utterly glad tht i passed them :D
gosh i thought i'd fail badly. i'm so damn glad.
oh yeah, not to forget, we finally got our class photos.
i was waiting for ages; got the whole class to sign at
the back of the photo. hahaha, really nice.
it was entirely filled [: yay, 2e4 FOREVER :D
alright, more tomorrow X: i wanna watch getbackers now
[: episode 42, hoho.

& other than a simple promise

2007-10-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

okay, after much decision, my greatgranny's 96yrsold.
LOL, they were discussing about when she was born.
cus she don't know the exact year or month or date O:
1911 or 1912. hmm, one of it i guess, oh well oh well.
a lot happened today D: i'm tired already.. sighsighsigh.
hahha, okay. i went for the buffet for greatgranny's b'dae today.
this afternoon yeah, it was at amara hotel or sth =.=
i forgot, i only remember tht the washroom there is
incredibly difficult to find and there's a grand piano there :D
LOL, the food is so-so. i saw everyone there.
and many new faces here and there i guess, hahahah.
my youngest uncle is gonna have his O levels' on the 18.
goodluck goodluck, must jiayou :D hahha, do well [:
okay, i didn't tell him tht afterall. for one thing, i hardly speak
to him. a lot when i was a lot younger, hahahah.
we're like the only sec sch students there ahhhh, the rest
small kids or adults. my aunt was really funny.
she said tht since we dunno each other sometimes,
we only need to keep saying hello. yeah, tht's about it.
we also had a cake. with a lot of candles & the word '寿' on it.
in the end, after blowing the candles, my greatgranny
sneezed right into the cake. i dunno who ate tht after words.
lol. i didn't eat the cake, hahhah. we stayed there for a few hours
and went home at 4 plus or so. when i reached the station,
william called to tell me tht lynette saw me at tht place.
i was shocked. hahha, he said she called my name many times,
but i didn't hear X: woops. too bad she doesn't have my no.
or else, she could have sms-ed me. hahha. anyway, i slept
the whole way throughout the train ride. pfff, tired.
then at a traffic light, on my way home. freakin freaked out.
an old lady like lost her conscious at the traffic light there.
her 2 friends were crying ah. i got freaked out D: wonder if
she's okay already. the ambulance took damn long pls, gaa.
anyway, i fell sick again T.T with the same old bloody fever.
does it ever cure for goodness sake. anyway, EYESHIELD 21
is the best. hahhaa, i enjoy watching it :D soooooo nice.
okay, hiruma's for ruby with the YAAA-HAAAA! thing.
so i'm going with the HUH-HUH brothers.
lol, huh?! huuh?! huuuuh?! hahhaa. eighty plus episodes
to catch up with, wootwoot :D more & more.
pray goodluck for maths tomorrow, gulps.

& other than ambiguous words

2007-10-05T20:25:00.001+08:00

AH, my blog's dead so i'm reviving it :D
alright, the exam galore has started so i was
somewhat quite busy or not rly, LOL.
there are officially three papers left and
i think i survived all except for literature.
as for tht, it's seriously hopeless. at the most,
i think i'll just pass by some marks D:
never mind, i still can work on maths.
but i doubt science would be fine.
anyway, for these past few days..
i've sick D: down with fever again.
it's always the damn fever tht gets me sick.
no matter what i do. however, it seems like
it has finally started to disappear recently.
good, oh gosh. i hate tht so much.
and it was on the day of the art exam.
i swore i could see all the colours everywhere.
oh yeah, i drew a pathetic playground for art.
i rly still prefer my sketch instead of my final piece.
as for english & chinese, it seemed pretty okay.
geography was okay too. huiern & i went
through revising it ever since we got into the train.
hahaha, we were practically rushing through everything.
i mean, we have been doing tht ever since exam started.
and she was rly funny when she mentioned tht
she saw amos' back view yesterday, saying his hairstyle
remained or sth. it was seriously funny [:
oh yeah, we saw swathi & chenjing not too long ago too.
swathi had history exam while we had english.
chenjing had geog while we had literature.
rahul was actually somewhere at the other cabin, but
we didn't bother, heheh. hmm, nothing much i guess.
after exams, i'd just go home, only to slack half the time.
tht's how i ended, almost dying when i studied geog
yesterday. trying to memorise when i cannot D:
yeah, i'm rly glad to have the weekends for now..
you cannot be more relaxed than this, hahahah :D
tomorrow's my GREATgrandma's birthday.
she's 96 or 97 or sth else. may she live a century [:
oh, i started watching eyeshield 21 too.
the first few episodes tht is. it's rly nice :D
hahahaha, hiruma is rly wild & funny.
ahh, fancy getting hooked to tht anime when it's the
exam period. pfff, tht's what i always do anyway.
okay, i shall post more next time.
pray tht i can do okay in science, gulps.
not to forget, i loooovvve my new blogsong [:
from saiunkoku monogatari. i love tht anime :D
YA-HA! lol.

& it surely exists for eternity

2007-09-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

FREAK them! D: i want my world peace back.
they shoudn't come home tht quick, damn it.
my mum and sis should stay longer in malaysia.
wth, destroying my peace down here today.
it's like whatever the thing is, it's my fault.
yeahyeah, you should just stay in malaysia for the
time being. gosh, how much i enjoyed myself when
they were not around for this whole day.
anyway, this whole day was geog or games.
lol, i studied then played and start studying again.
or else, i'll be looking at the piano score of la campanella.
i mean, tht piece is rly wow. all the notes =.= but yeah,
i only did look at it cus i have nothing better to do.
other than tht, i don't think i'd enjoy the rest of the night.
pfff, afterall. they destroyed my whole day, hate it D:

& liszt la campanella

2007-09-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

alright, let me just do some update.
uh, for some reason, huiern & i didn't get
to sit the blooody bus for 4 straight days, omg?
anyway, because of tht, we walked. pffff.
today's first lesson was geog D:
nothing much, it's notes, notes & more notes.
et's location finally changed back to the usual one.
rly happy about it though it was rly tiring.
english was next, we did the usual grammer.
and we finally finished the d&t artefact, goood.
recess was the nooodles but we took forever to get it.
chinese was about the file, guess you could imagine.
lol, miss ma accused me for talking in class.
it's daryl talking to chengyew okay D: hahah.
reading was heck of a joke. we made chengyew say the
horrible english version - singlish. it's awfully lame.
but it was funny. hahah :D i mean, it's soooo like him.
as for music, no one presented. whoa, one week left.
gosh, just some days left before exams. i'm so dead.
i was studying geog earlier on and it's tough.
but i did watch some anime too, heheh.
now i shall go back to studying T.T
oh yeah, just reconsidered.
no more steamboat for dinner at marina tomorrow.
wenji's ain't going, so i shall not too \:
william shall enjoy it with his friends then, hahah.
good for him, pff. sighsigh, 4 days already.
and how many more days to the return? lol.
by the way,
- Liszt La campanella is a nice piano piece :D

& becuase i really felt so

2007-09-18T19:02:00.001+08:00

okay, i'm gonna update this rotting place.
although it has only rot for a few days, hahah.
hm, someone is currently off to thailand, wha.
lol, anyway today was an average day i guess.
i finally watched secret. i know i'm slow.
it was okay i guess [: i like the piano, hahah.

as for school, huiern & i missed the bus again D:
we have been walking for two days already, lol.
the usual morning assembly was boring as ever.
i just remember ruby screaming earlier in class
cus she needs to do the announcements today X:
english was all about the grammer in use as usual.
daryl didn't bring his book and he got away with it =.-
wow. maybe ms teo just didn't see him in class afterall.
pe was about some crappy stuff again - NYAA.
it reminds me about the sec two camp :D aww.
art was lots and lots of drawings tht we saw. it's okay.
ate rice for recess today. then geography was next.
after tht was chinese. tht's when we get back our chinese
test results. it's horrible but tht's what i'd usually get.
went home at the usual time today, no cca.
apparently, there's this geography remedial tomorrow.
pfff, i wonder if it's just a waste of time somehow.
okay, i have to remember to put some food in hippo's enclosure.
lol, won't forget it this time. some zookeeper's job.
oh yeah, i was talking to miaoqing just now :D
she said she saw chi kan in the friendship camp.
amazing, they have a camp when it's so close to exams? O:
but it seems like he doesn't have an impression of her. ohh.
oh well, more tomorrow i guess :D

& nee kocchi wo muiteite

2007-09-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

rawr, when is lovely complex episode 21 gonna come out?!
hahahah, okay. yanting was right, tht anime's rly nice.
anyway, i've been slacking for 98263814517243 seconds now.
it's rly boring. ever notice tht my posts are getting hopelessly
shorter and shorter? tht explains it all. oh dang, B-O-R-I-N-G.
and wow, i just realise something about the exam timetable.
here's the order of our subjects :
/{1 english & chinese paper 1 /{2 literature /{3 ART
/{4 english paper 2 /{5 chinese paper 2 /{6 geography
/{7 maths paper 1 /{8 maths paper 2 /{9 science
seems like art is no longer the last exam we'll have.
whatever it'd be, the torture would be still there.
it's the same 9 days of suffering. ah it's horrible.
i'll have tuition tomorrow D: just when i thought i'd be free.
somehow, i just feel like sleeping when it comes to tuition.
i rly don't have a single bit of interest to study D:

{kiss ~kaerimichi no love song~}
futarikiri no kouen kaerimichi no shitei seki
itsumo yori hashaideru kimi wo mitsume kiitemita
"moshimo ashita sekai ga nakunattara dou suru?"
kimi wa nanimo iwazu ni boku no ude wo gyutto shita nee

nee kocchi wo muiteiteku
chibiru ga chikasugite dokidoki tomaranai

donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara
moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
sekaijuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
i love you kotoba wa iranai yo
kimi ga saigo no kissu itsumademo

itsumo no wakaremichi de nani mo dekinai wakatteru
hoppeta fukuramasete te wo hanashite mou iku ne
ne kocchi wo muiteite
kuchibiru ni chikazuite dokidoki tomaranai

konna boku mo kimi ga ireba tsuyoku nareru yo
koi wa fushigi na mahou da ne nani mo kowakunai kara
sekaijyuu wo teki ni shite mo hanashi wa shinai
stand by me dareka ja dame nanda
kimi ni zutto soba ni ite hoshii

aa mujaki na sugao no mama kimi wa iu
"ne, obaachan ni natte mo kissu shite kureru no?"
ne sono toki ni wa boku datte onaji da yo
tsunaida te hanashi wa shinai kara
donna kimi mo donna toki mo uketomeru kara

moshimo kokoro ga kizutsuite namida koboreru toki wa
sekaijyuu wo teki ni shitemo kimi wo mamoru yo
i love you kotoba wa iranai yo
kimi ga saigo no kissu itsumademo

& there's no need for the words

2007-09-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

okay, i seriously do not know what to do now.
exams are getting freakin' near & it's kinda scary.
you'll have to choose subjects after exam D:
damn it, i don't like it at all. anyway, for the past
few days nothing much happened i guess.
the new television came today, we mound it on the wall.
save tons of space but my parents bought two fans.
gahh, i got a feeling it's a waste. oh yeah, tuition was
heck lot of boredoom. after it, i went to cut my hair.
man, it's boredoom. but luckily, i started watching
lovely complex. it's funny like hell. i kept laughing.
hahaha, alright. the new blogsong came from there too.
supposingly, i'm going to the lantern thing at chinese garden.
in the end, it seems like wenji has her own celebration
in school so we decided to go next week, yikes.
on friday, school was kinda normal but i got my science results.
yeah, i failed it. it was EXPECTED, omg.
i failed two tests already. i want the old science teacher back D:
next week, we'll get the others back. hopefully, i'll pass.
OH WELL, i don't rly like science now. pfffffff.

& when it'd be tht day

2007-09-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

i swore i felt the whole place shaking just now.
lol, i mean i ain't the only one, hahahah, wha.
anyway, i hope indonesia is okay now, i don't want
another earthquake here and there with the tsunami.
anyway, today was depressing for the first part.
the bloody science chemistry test, i flunked it.
i have no idea how to do it, omg? i only know the first
part. hahaha, i failed it already D: then it was horribly
EMBARRASSING in literature. omg, we watched the
video. i covered my ears when it was our turn, hahah.
never mind, i didn't watch the video too. LOL :D
only a little at the end i watched it. hahahah.
well, it's okay, it seems as we did pretty fine. heheh.
after school, went to rebecca's house for the music proj.
we stayed till four then went home. i reached home
and went to watch memories of nobody, nicenicenice.
okay, the story's not too bad i guess. hahah.

& plaisir d'amour

2007-09-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

whoa, we got our art exam question paper today.
the questions just seem to get lame & more lame.
but i guess i'll be doing on playground :D
anyway, today i went to school with wenji, sort of.
she took the same train as me. and huiern too.
there was no morning assembly today, thanks to the rain.
was busy studying chinese anyway.
we had the situational test in the first lesson.
gosh, i hope i wrote enough. it looked more like a compo.
and daryl wrote a thousand plus words?! lol.
there was the chinese test too. yikes, i think i had done badly.
i got to know about my napfa results. damn it, 23 points.
silver D: never mind, at least i maintained. hahah.
science test tomorrow, we're soooo dead.
elgar salut d'amour, the salutation of love

& we continued smiling even now

2007-09-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

pff, i should be studying chinese now you know.
oh well, nevermind about it. hahahah :D
the SUBS for memories of nobody is out!
thanks to hippo who told me, heheheh.
hippo, wireless connection is not bad after all.
lol, okay. today's the first day of school after the hols.
for one thing, i ain't paying any attention is class though.
typical me, ahhh D: and exams will be in EIGHTEEN days.
alright, literature today isn't a very enjoyable lesson again.
woot, we didn't have to run during et. hahahah :D
i planned not to run anyway, so it's kinda lucky i guess.
instead, we went to the ava 1 to watch the double dutch
movie. tht was the one i watched not too long ago, wow.
i get to watch it again. not bad, heheheh.
then it was maths, gosh. it's getting more confusing.
recess was spaggethi today, cus of my sorethroat.
damn it, i'm down with flu cus of antibiotics D:
after recess, we had geography. oh, a new chapt now.
then we have science, the worst lesson. i have no
idea what to do in chemistry. omg, i don't get it at all.
then, it was ms teo's lesson. as per normal i guess.
after school, ruby,dean,chengyew, shiteng & i went
to ruby's house for the literature dramatisation project.
lol, hopefully it went well. i mean, i enjoyed it. hahah.
even though we keep forgetting lines. it was okay [:
we finished it late though O: around 7.50, we went home.
by taxi that is. i went home by taxi after dropping the
boys at chuachukang. hahahah, long ride.
now i have some revision to do. woops, better be quick.
oh yeah, by the way.. in case you didn't know..
i was suffering from SNEEZING the whole day man.
i counted. i think i sneezed at least 30 plus times D: ah-choo

& in every single way

2007-09-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

rawr, i fell sick D: cough, sorethroat.
everything unlikable. now i think i'm having a cold.
omg, & the hols are over soon.
anyway, let me just write about the days i haven't posted bout.

on thursday, i roamed around, hahah :D
sort of. i mean, i went to vivo city in the morning.
my family, wenji & kuoshiong, duffy & his gf.
bought practically nothing D: esprit has tht skirt..
but it doesn't have my size, awww. never mind.
saw a dozen of nice clothes for my sis but she
doesn't do not like the idea of wearing skirt or
a dress. whoa, what a person. she had none too.
went to expo at noon after lunch at marche.
hmm, marche's okay but you dont get too much.
oh yeah, wenji & kuoshiong went off after tht.
dropped my sister and father at expo cus my
sister has tickets for the hi-5 concert, hmm.
those tickets were free, hahahah. not bad eh.
after tht, we went to katong to pass some things.
and collect some at the same time, lol. a fun journey.
then to duffy's house to change the car, hahah.
at the same time, he showed us his car. action again.
after tht, we went to the heeren. whoa, it's been a
long long time since i went there. went to action city
to get some stuff. we kept playing with plushies.
there was an ultra big banana and a monkey to finish
the perfect picture. hahahah, tons of others.
we went to esprit again and i finally bought a top :D
then we went to get something to drink.
i forgotten the name. but it's the one outside.
hahah, we ate donuts tht we bought at munchy's there.
shhh, lol. we had a nice time waiting for my dad & sis.
oh wow. they were at heeren and they didn't know it.
anyway, for some reason. we started talking about
contact lens. duffy's gf said tht she got double eyelids
after putting on contacts ever since she's 15. my mum
heard tht and said tht i should get contacts =.- hahah.
next we went to takashimaya. shopped at kinokuniya.
i didn't buy a book cus my dad & sis bought one.
then we decided to eat dinner at crystal jade.
the one on the korean style i think. i went shopping
at the nearby art shops. i had so many things tht i
wanna get in mind yet i only bought a mop brush D:
dinner was yucks. i didn't like it. not suitable for me.
i only enjoyed the fruits right at the end, pffff.
went home after tht, reached at eleven plus.
dead tired man. and there's sectionals the next day.
well, sectionals was okay i guess. maybe we had a little
problem here and there but we finished it, hahah.

as for today, i went to ruby's house to do the lit proj
this morning. we finally finished the script. yayness.
went to causeway after tht, spent my whole time there
until some people came and we went to rp. the band's
concert was at seven. i reached home at 10, hahah.
man, the guy playing the baritone saxophone was really
wow. and just look at the way he played the saxophone [:
ahh, i'm tired. and i think i ate too much too quickly.
i'm way too full to sleep. heheheh.
trying hard to fill the emptiness.

& you have to make it come true

2007-09-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

finally finally! i ain't gonna rot tomorrow :D
i'm dragging everyone tomorrow to the birdpark.
no matter what [: hmm, let's see.
my family, wenji's family, duffy & his girlfriend.
tht's quite a number of people huh. hahah.
right, hopefully we can go there tomorrow.
anyway, i finally get to watch marginal prince.
although it's RAW.. you can understand it, hahah.
oh well, i've been working on my d & t for today.
so i guess, it'd take a little while more to finish my work.
ahh, boring boring boring. i'm bored of everything.
ruby & i had a fun time complaining on msn ystrdy.
but it's only for yesterday. damn, i'm starting to have
coughs. haven't i drunk enough water?! lol.

& elgar salut d'amour

2007-09-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

it's torturing you know.
to stay at home in a room and rot like this.
i'm bored. man, it's boring.
hols are boring. i wanna do something.
something not as boring as homework.
i've been rotting for 2 days, tht's bad.
veryveryveryveryvery bad.
alright, i still have the SETS worksheet for maths.
some geography worksheets i suppose; aint sure.
oh shit, i just found out more homwork.
man, they appear out of nowhere nowadays.
uh, CME essay to write. chinese worksheet.
& some others i suppose. damn it, i hate those.
oh well, life's boring now. rly, i feel like
going to some theme park. whoa, tht's fun.
when a trumpet, cello, violin, piano & flute
play elgar salut d'amour together, it's rlyrly nice.

& our paths never crossed

2007-09-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

oh earthlings! :D it's finally the hols.
a monday where i have no need to attend school.
but it's not like i slacked the whole day at home.
although you can say tht i was too lazy to go out.
unless you bring me to the zoo, birdpark or sth like tht X:
oh well, my whole entire day was devoted to the com &
geography homework. hahah, i've completed at least half.
i had chinese tuition in the morning. kuozun asked me
to the go for the badminton thing at cck stadium.
i didn't go though. i'd rather stay at home to do work.
man, i didn't do much. i did watch the RAWS for la corda d'Oro.
but it just appeared to me much better to watch with the subs.
ahhh, 4 more episodes for the subs to appear; make it quick [:
wonder what i'll be doing tomorrow. pfff, i'm gonna sleep long.
oh yeah, talked to my old friend yesterday.. hahaha :D
exachanged our school life stories, seemed like tht friend had an
ultra fun bbq. i'm jealous okay. a chalet at pasir ris, lucky! :D
right, then again. more tomorrow.

& even if it's just being around you

2007-09-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

teachers 2007 is the most memorable day ever.
seriously, i enjoyed myself to the core :D
but no matter what, nothing can be more happier
then meeting the good friends you have in primary school.
it was so much of a joy :D i remember everything, heheh.
after band on friday, i went to greenwood primary.
at first, i was wondering if i'd see anyone at all.
hahah, i was so happy to see them man! [:
i saw florence first, hahah. then followed by
jinghui, qianqi, janice, zongxian, dickhong, liangwei, gerald
we took a picture together. hahaha :D then i saw the rest.
i didn't know they were actually just beside us, lol.
yeah, i then saw amos, filbert, minyi, hazel, cynthia.
we decided to go eat something and saw chikan on the way.
filbert's the only one who doesn't seem to recognise me.
damn it, he's just like rahul. hahahah, never mind.
we went to kfc in the end, spent about 3 hours there.
chatting, joking, teasing, looking around, eating, taking photos,
calling, drinking, laughing, discussing. man, tht's all the fun.
the fifteen of us gathered there. too bad the rest weren't there.
minyi, hazel, chikan, qianqi, gerald, zongxian, amos, liangwei,
dickhong, jinghui, cynthia, janice, florence, kimberly & me :D
zongxian still quarrels with chikan, hahaha. damn funny.
while they were running to chase each other, we stole their food.
wahahaha, free food. however, i went to get mcflurry with jinghui.
macs & kfc, shhhh X: nice combination actually.
really, after everyone decided to leave, i went to eat dinner at macs.
which was beside kfc yeah. chikan, kimberly, minyi, amos & me.
we talked a lot of stuffs, ultra random. hahahah, laughed a lot.
left around 8.30 or so, i took a pic with amos & one with chikan.
but i'd have to wait until amos sends me the pics, pfff.
my phone was dead at tht time, ahhh. bad timing to die.
hopefully, we'll be able to meet each other again in dec hols.
then we can go and play, heheh :D funfunfunfunfun.
i'll put the pics now.

gerald, me, florence, jinghui & janice

with liangwei, dickhong & zongxian this time.

okay, funny. hahah, liangwei's funny face at the left.
amos with the phone, gerald with the kfc food. hahah.
nah, i ain't gonna let you take a pic just like tht, ahem.

my fav pics of our gathering. hahahah :D
minyi has good photography skills, lol.
alright, i hope to get the other photos soon.
i was like rly rly damn happy.
at macs, kimberly was sitting with chikan,
minyi was at the side & i sat with amos.
reminds me of the times tht we spent in primary six, i miss them D:
i was rly glad to see you again somehow.

teachers' day in school.
whoa, it was heck lot of fun.
aces day was uhh, you know.
anyway, our class was performing for teachers' day.
ain't tht the greatest experience we have as a class?
heheh, i loved it. we took tons of pics too.

oh, we took this in 2e4 of course, heheh.

oh this nice pic, finally got it after many tries with
the so called amazing self-timer. lol, it's... hahah.

and i thought it'd be 1-2-3-4 not 1-2-3-3, lol.

bear & i [: awww, the bear's cute. heheh.

8 of us, hahahah.

oh yeah, we took with them too. hahahah.

i took a pic with daryl aka god.

act cool, hahahah.

this pic is nice too. hahah [:

with the 2 gods, yanying & ruby! :D

the class of 39 :D we love 2e4 2007 always!
oh pfff, there's too many pictures. i shall update more
next time. i wanna watch my tv now. hehehe :D
tomorrow is the 2nd day for army open house.
another long day.. hahaha :D
even if it's against all odds, make it happen; i wish.

& beneath the milky twilight

2007-08-29T21:07:00.000+08:00

went shopping with brigitte just now, lol.
we had a hard time finding teacher days' cards.
but we found many after all. heheh :D
first we went to popular to get art stuff.
then we went to hallmarks for the cards but
couldn't find any suitable one, awww.
however, i saw many nice stuff. hahah.
and i was broke, so i didn't get any gift.
maybe i should just get some stuffs too.
hahah. like cards and such. i need $ for tht.
the things i bought from popular alone costs 10 bucks.
and i owe brigitte a buck plus for the paper, sigh.
but it was kinda fun except for my heavy bag.
i didn't like carrying it all around, it hurts my shoulder.
today, school was more or less pretty fine.
i got back my progress report today.
i did as bad as ever, nothing to be happy bout.
after all, i failed science, damn it. i needed more time.
so i failed in the end, sighsigh. as for the test today,
i must say it's pretty okay i guess. physic's more of me.
maths test was pretty alright, i suppose algebra's okay.
in the afternoon, there were the leftover ipw presentation.
and i was doing art during the whole presentation, lol.
drawing flowers around my fishtank. hahahah.
then we had the rehearsal for teachers' day.
glad it ended pretty quick, hahah.
man, i have to write my composition now.
shall write more next time [:

& i'm way too cool for ya boy

2007-08-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

days since i last posted.
hahah, it's either i was too tired or i was lazy.
anyway, i just remembered tht there was sth i wanna
write about. it was on last sunday :D
in the train, saw these jap kids. super cute man :D
they're like at least 6 yrs old but damn cute.
especially the twins, so kawaii & goodlooking. lol [:
alright, let me write about yesterday, the long monday.
literature was a disaster yesterday D: pfff. sadd life.
et was as tiring as ever, gahhhh. i hate running on cold days.
maths was more & more maths questions to do.
recess, i ate but i was so clumsy, AHHH D:
i used the chilli bottle to put some chilli on my food.
but some spilled into my eyes. lol, i was so pathetic.
i couldn't open my left eye, rubbing like hell.
heheh, finally figured my way to dean and the rest
who was right at the other end of the canteen.
asked them to take care of my food while i wash my eye.
then james the big lobster appeared, hahah.
splashed water on him, whoa. then i went to eat.
gaaa, i pity my eye which got chillified man, hahah.
for science, i wasn't rly listening, gosh.
assembly was about some well-being of being well.
in the afternoon, we had the rehearsal. a long one.
it's boring to wait, boring to sit around. damn, it was boring.

as for today, everything was as usual for class.
just tht the amazing geo test was only a question.
and it is ten marks altogether, dangerous you know.
hopefully, i get the bloody marks tht i need, heheh.
i didn't bother about the art, it's boring.
i wanna paint the merlion i saw in the art room.
so damn nice. i want to be sec one! hahah, for tht.
in the afternoon, i had band. it's a long one too.
a lot happened. pff, hopefully things get better yeah.
went home with gerrad, zhiming, brent & shinchieh.
we were like super crappy, hahah. zhiming drank 3
bottles of green tea today. LOL, tht's scary.
went to get chocolate from 7-11 again. ahh, nice.
we were singing beautiful girls on the way home.
ahhh, i enjoyed myself so much. hahah :D fun!
& damn, i wanna go back to greenwood on fri.
but there's band prac! D: what should i do? i miss everyone!
i miss all my goodfriends and the greatest class.
i wanna go to my primary school!

& do you what it feels like

2007-08-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

had one of the best times i had in a while.
yesterday tht is, heheh. but it was a long day.
had band in the morning, then went out in the noon.
met shiteng,yanying,rebecca,enghong,shawngoh,xinyi & chengyew
at marsiling mrt station before we went to blk 350.
wth ah, i could have walked there. who asked the tournament to be
held in the community club today, damn it. waste my money D:
so we walked the long way there. those who were there were doing
various things. hahah [: niwen and his cousins dunno do what.
kuozun, his bro, zhenyu, jane play badminton. we play at the playground.
then slack around. chengyew and shawn played cards, lol.
leonard, weijie & ngshin played basketball i think.
hang around till 4.30 then we left to play arcade at causeway.
only shiteng,xinyi,jane,chengyew & shawngoh went.
hahhah, the rest either couldn't or didn't wanna go.
but we had like heck lot of fun there, woot.
especially the only game i played, heheh :D
in fact, shawngoh & i only played the basketball machine one.
competing to see who is better and linking the game.
i was better, yay! :D eventhough he's taller than me by
3947349635100632763704376038570537602p486095437604376 cm.

i'm the one who scored 36. tht's the proof, lol.
but hey, i thought we linked this game. it didn't continue D:
sad life, we were hoping to play more but we're broke.
actually, before it.. we went to take neoprints.
LOL, hilarious pics we have. too bad i have not scan them.
after the arcade, jane left. the rest of us went to buy
movie tickets. however, xinyi wasn't gonna watch with us.
aww D: we went to eat after tht. sag was searching for his
neoprint but he couldn't find it, lol. he lost it already, wow.
later we went to walk around in popular.. the cd section.
looking at all the cds, heheh. then we went to watch the movie.
RA-TA-TOO-EE, ratatouile :D DAMN NICE :D i love it.
one man said " i murdered a man with a thumb :D " LOL!
" i robbed a bank with a pen! " LOL! damn insane and funny.
we watched until 9.30. pfff, tht's like ultra late.
too bad tht day we didn't watch hairspray or dead silence.
well, i mean.. dead silence seems utterly impossible. cus..
it's at night and i dont want any horrors anymore, heheh.
we watched the little trailer i think. shawn and changyew
were like, it's not SOME disturbing scenes. it's ALL disturbing!
LOL! i laughed my heads off at tht one. shiteng,shawngoh & sag
went home, i went to look for my mum. she was shopping earlier.
whoa, amazing. we went home together, and i was like dead tired.

as for today, i went to my grandma's house.
sad to find out tht ALOYSIUS forgotten who i am.
tht dunno how many yrs old little boy D:
i'm sad cus of you. you forgotten me, omg.
i use to play with him when he was tht little.
maybe because i never visit him anymore..
wth, he hates me now. gosh, tht's saddening.
anyway, cus of tht i gobbled 5 chocs in a row after i left.
LOL, jokingjoking. i was really tired today.
i wanted to sleep heck lots more.
on friday, the bloody bus broke down when we were
going back to school after rehearsal. troublemaker.
anyway, friday was fun. i wasn't listening on geo class though.
i was playing hangman. hahaha, daryl and sag.
they couldn't guess the word " queensland " LOL.
i win them man. heheheh :D so fun. pfff, i think tht's about all.
i got to know a damn nice song recently. i hope imeem posts
the full version one :D then i can put in my bloggy. yay.
oh yeah, i finally got my tablet. it rocks my world but..
i need to fix the internet thing first, heheh.
more tomorrow, ughhh tests are unlikable.

& may it be a shooting star

2007-08-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

had auditions today, heck lot of fun i guess.
hopefully we get in, heheh. tht's what i think
after watching all the others. a lot of them did singing.
and a lot happened at the same time. i only
went home at five plus you know. it's rly kinda late.
i have work to do, sigh. speech and all with the maths test.
anyway, today was the usual except tht the bloody bus
came seconds earlier. huiern and i missed it, awww.
we had to walk then, oh well. reached school, same things.
nothing was different. geography was as crappy as ever.
i just never seem to pay attention to those, lol.
et was the same 8 rounds. edwin is evil D: heheh.
he said i'm fat, pfff. hahaha, never mind. you're forgiven.
english was grammer in use once again, luckily..
i had my book under my table. or esle i need to stay back
without any recess to eat, phew. d&t was the wood again.
recess, i ate. as for chinese, i got back my paper. woot :D
for the first time in my life, i got back one of my better marks.
but it is a little pathetic. i wrote silly things again, oh man.
as for maths, we had the maths quiz. i'm seriously dumb.
i couldn't do tht question. struggled but still can't.
in the end, it only had 2 steps. wth?! reading was boring.
silent reading isn't nice at all. music was a shocked.
mdm chok suddenly said today was our presentation.
we haven't did our edits yet, gosh. thank god it was postphone
to next thursday, oh well. there will be the army open house
rehearsal tomorrow, woot. i believe it'd be kinda fun :D
man, i just watched a damn funny video.
zongxian asked me to watch it. i laughed my head off.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37PBiPxgTqQ
maybe you'll like to watch a little of it too [:

& entrust my dreams to that star

2007-08-22T19:20:00.000+08:00

heheh, i saw chenjing on my way home in the train.
although we got off at the same stop, she still didn't see me.
awww, i was hoping to get a chance to talk to her too D:
but she was with her school friends, never mind [:
at least i do know she's as well as ever, hahahah.
not to mention that she did not change a lot too.
as usual, i took the train to school with huiern.
did some homework when i reached school.
had the usual morning assembly then classes.
stupid lobster james, he almost pulled my rubberband.
went to class & we had our first lesson which was chinese.
lol, the classes was as boring as ever whenever we write compo.
then we had science. we had guests, lol. only two though.
mrs low & mr thomas. i wonder why they came at all.
anyway, we had recess after that. i was rly hungry.
maths was as per normal. we did the finance thing again.
i realised i'm rly pathetic when it comes to tax. hahah :D
then we had literature and we got a lecture.
pfff, it was totally unexpected okay. somehow, it's as if
we were so dead and mrs khaw didn't like it, heheh.
made to stand up. only allowed to sit if we respond.
i'm glad i got it off after the first try, hahah; lucky [:
then we had english. the free writing test of course.
i chose question 1, hopefully the reasons i gave was okay.
after school, i stayed back for the class practice.
went to eat lunch with everyone and laughed like hell.
went to the toilet after tht and saw the lobster again.
he's so lame. tried the scare me by popping out at his
class back door. when i went out of the toilet,
he popped up at the front door trying to scare me =.=
helped out with the drawing in class. painted a heart,
obviously.. it was horribly painted. i just couldn't get
the pink colour right, hahah. you should've seen it.
went home around four. it was a boring day anyway.

as for yesterday, everything was okay and normal.
except of the fact that i had art & chinese test.
i have no idea how to do the art man, hahahah.
as for chinese, i can see my failure in tht test again.
i had band for tht day too. lol, it was kinda fun as usual.
but of course, i miss the library. i can only see
fart-sun-duck's popping at the door window once in a
while, lol. and she'll give me the faces, hahah.
when band ended, we went home. with the usual people.
gerrad & ziliang was there too. the both of them
compared how godly they were. right, so damn godly.
the god of who-knows-what. the god of paper & light.
lameness peeps. heheh, brent & ziliang played the
staring game in the train. the winner was brent.
ziliang burst out laughing half way through, hahahah.
tht night, i went home to chiong homework without
realising tht i didn't actually need to hand in today.
wthwthwthwth, i was so damn tired but i still did it.
i could have slept a little more okay D: dog-tired.
oh yeah, i almost fell asleep in class today X: see,
there goes to show i was rly tired and sleepy afterall.
i've been watching anime still, hahah. love get chu!
quite a cute show :D about voice actors, so cool.
ohoh, my uncle and cousin just came over, wah.
it's quite a pleasant surprise i guess. man! my cousin's
having his holiday already?! i haven't taken my exams.
malaysia's still tht different from over here eh? ha [:

& i can't imagine so

2007-08-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

i'm bored so i'm blogging.
i just can't finish up on the work i have.
there's this debate thing & i have no idea how you do it.
man, i should just forget about finishing tht.
anyway, i'll be waiting for major's next episode.
heheh, i finally watched till tht far.
well, it's not like i have done nothing at all.
i've done a little on art and it ended up like shit.
omgosh, you should have seen the starch man.
yuck, they never seem to dry up on the balloons.
i guess i'll be unable to finish art by today.
i'll write more next time, oh well.

& it's about you and yourself

2007-08-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

i'm getting a tablet next week! :D YAY!
the hp one, lol. my parents bought me tht O:
for one thing, so my sis wouldn't snatch the com.
for one thing, it was on a nicenice promotion, heheh.
okay, i went for a rehearsal at some camp today.
i woke up really early, lol. in fact, it's a bit too early.
heheh, never mind. i had to do many things anyway.
went to school as usual with the same peeeps.
after the rehearsal, went to causeway point's pastamania
for lunch with shinchieh, brent & zhiming. before tht,
we saw the girl guides at the place outside causeway point.
they were selling bears in a pair, it's quite cute yeah :D
and yeah, i saw mingen there, hahahah. coincidence, lol.
i was practically broke okay, pastamania is like so ex.
hahaha, never mind. i ate spegetthi which cost $5.90.
but anyway, it was like so much of a fun talkin & laughin.
we talked about camps, to gst to hotsprings & many more, ha.
we only left at 3.15 or so. it's a great lunch, hahah.
they left and i went to look for my parents who went to mos burger.
walked around and went home. oh yeah, my sis got the bear.
anyway, i had tuition at 5 which was freakin boring.
i almost slept in the middle once again, oh gosh pleasee.
and i was just talking on the phone, hahaha. lol, damn funny.
it was some conference call tht includes some people.
we were actually talking about the literature thing.
cus, dean won't be there tomorrow & ruby has tuition.
it was said to be cancelled but someone just feels tht there's not
enough time to finish everything, lol. the phone call is ...
shawngoh, chengyew, me talkin at first. then add shiteng in.
then for some reason, i swore i heard niwen's voice in it O:
it said " i am your father, hahaha " OMG? =.= tht's lame.
nevermind, in the end. it isn't decided, freak this man.
hahahah, oh well. let me write about yesterday now.

hmm, you know. i ain't a librarian anymore D: i miss the library.
gaaaa, hosin and me ain't doing the job anymore, sobsobs.

so since it's gonna be the last day to spend in tht place..
we took a group pic :D awww, i love the library!

the library whiteboard is part of my life, it means so much!

this was how i drew myself there, heheheh :D masterpiece.

our dear chief, heheh :D

we LOVE fartsunduck! 屁日鸭! :D

our MARIA! ave MARIA! [: lol.

tht's how i drew hosin, heheh :D

mr li-onion, our little onion. hohoho.

the family :D hahahah. ain't it nice?

our mobile library, LOL. it's sooo unique okay.

hosin's and my creation, wooot. hahaha [:
oh well, people. this is about all.

& all tht was said doesn't matter

2007-08-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

i've finally finished my chinese hmk.
just the bloody maths worksheet to get it done & over with.
oh well, today was kinda fine i guess.
mrs liang came to our class for geography.
turns out to be tht she is the teacher of ms gayantri.
yeah, ten years ago. well, it's kinda awesome, heheh.
i'd love to have mrs liang teaching us someday, lol.
anyway, thanks to the things we talked about.
we went way overshot the et lesson so no et for us :D
afterall, it was sort of raining. running at tht other place is bad.
i mean, the routes curves and turns.. i don't rly like it.
next was english, oh man. i've got a bad feeling bout the test D:
in d&t we finished up our box and all, not bad not bad.
during recess, i ate the usual with everyone else.
dean, shiteng, yanying, rachel & ruby decided to play who-what-huh.
the one who loses first puts all the plates and stuff back, wow.
tough luck rachel, hopefully they lose next time X:
chinese was as boring as ever, but i didn't fall asleep.
maths was the shortest lesson i felt, lol. was i paying attention?
during reading, mrs wong told us stories of her experience.
the vomitting one and the disgusting spit by the people, omgosh.
we left for lunch once we reached the music room.
i guess we weren't rly needed, heheh. okay, lunch.
ruby and i bought rice today and ate with shinchieh & brent.
we were sort of being extras but we enjoyed ourselves..
laughing our heads off tht is, heheheh. i can laugh now, lol.
brent keep spitting his noodles out, omg.
shinchieh and ruby are discussing about the leadership camp.
and we talked about many things, damn funny.
when i was done, i waited for ruby but she was kinda slow.
so i said " hurry up, ruby! let's pee. " :D
i dunno why, we laughed like insanes. hahahah.
went to class next and did the practise for the dance.
i enjoyed it, heheh. nicenice yeah. then a little practise
for ipw which was.. we didn't know what to do, hahah.
later we took some pics together [: cool eh? lol.

the four of us. taken with angela's phone :D

this time without dean but angela, heheh [:
then kuozun, daryl, chengyew and all of us suppose to take group pic.
BUT they.. ahemahem, never mind.
kuozun, daryl. you guys watch out man \:
anyway, went to seven eleven before going home.
reached home but no one was in, lol.
thank god i brought my keys, hahahah.
i don't want to be stuck outside for the whole day, pff.
just now, daryl just called me pokemon pro. wth?!
anyway, i've been watching major too. whoa, cool.
so many things happening now. sports injuries are the worst man.
anyway, baseball is just so nice :D heheh, okay.
gonna do my maths now. gonna finish it quick!

& baseball is love

2007-08-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

it's been a few days since i last posted.
on monday, nothing much happened i guess.
we got a new science teacher & we'll be learning chem now.
hopefully, i'll be able to keep up with the lessons now.
on tuesday, it was kinda like a horror; lol.
i forgot to bring my book home so i couldn't study spelling.
i was so dead. it's four chapters of chinese words.
however, i damn glad it's over.. phewphew.
during band, we did some new things. heheh, kinda fun.
went home after it, bought chocolates from 7-11.
but i dropped the first one tht i was about to eat T.T
as for today; which is a wednesday yet i keep thinking it's thursday.
LOL, we were doing the english test in the last lesson.
i thought we still had time, but miss teo told us to continue tomorrow.
i was surprised until i realised it's wednesday.
went with some peeps to 7-11 to get food yeah.
dean, chengyew, shawngoh & i went to lot 1.
dean and chengyew went to get their bubble tea.
then we went to more than words to look for presents.
we have a few choices in our mind & i want to buy some stuff.
hahahah, i shall buy them this sunday :D yay!
went to comics connection next, crapped a lot.
finally, without buying anything.. we went home.
i don't like window shopping, you don't get anything.
anyway, i'm proud of our r&j newspaper, hahahah.
i guess we did quite a fair job! :D i was the designer, lol.
alright, let me watch major now. BASEBALL :D hahah.

& everything i couldn't do

2007-08-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

i rewatched the guardian just now; it was so nice.
i liked the last song, it was kinda meaningful and sweet.

{ never let go - bryan adams }
Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live?
Can you take what you need, but take less than you give?
Could you close every day, without the glory and fame?
Could you hold your head high, when no-one knows your name?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say.
We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'coz you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.
Can you lose everything, you ever had planned?
Can you sit down again, and play another hand?
Could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone?
Under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say?
We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'coz you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.
We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'but you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.

too bad i can't find the song anywhere; sadd life.
and gosh, i feel tired no matter how much i sleeep.
ahhh, there goes the tiredness after i spend the whole day out
during national day. poooof, it's irritating when
you cant focus on anything & now my hand aches too.
you can say other than daydreaming away; half asleep..
working on the literature thing, i was doing nothing else.
oh yeah, i was watching majors too; damn nice show.
like hikaru no go & prince of tennis.. it's about there [:
awww, didn't go anywhere today. boring boring; no motivation
to do any kind of work at all & i still have a pile of hmk.
i shall write more tomorrow, hopefully.. i get to do sth.
even a jog at the stadium is goood enough, gaaaaaaaa D:

& i wonder if it ever ends

2007-08-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to wake up at 6 but i only woke at 8.30.
omgosh, tht was the time i was suppose to meet chengyew at yewtee.
right, so i made him wait for 40min before we find shiteng at bukitbatok.
sorrry, lol :D i was too tired, no matter who tried waking me up..
no matter how much my alarm rang, i just didn't hear anything man.
anyway, ate breakfast and we went to ruby's house..
we were there to do the literature project yeah.
we took a bus there, lol; we figured our way.. WHOA O:
drew, talked, crapped, did work, ate, drank, blahblah - we did those.
then when we were done, dean,shiteng,chengyew & i went to arcade.
hahahah, played the table hockey; or what you call it.
gaaaaa, it was like 2 players vs 2 players; LOL! won and lost.
dean and shiteng keep cheating \: UNFAIR, hahahah; they used hand.
then we went to drive the racing cars, i got first in all of the race! :D
then there was the tank shooting game, i was horrible in it; nevermind.
when we went out of the arcade, we saw elene,xinyi,yanying,kuozun,niwen.
lol, what a coincidence. heheh, talked our way home without niwen & kuozun.
pooof, tht's about my day. nothing much except tht, i'm irritated tht
i did not get to charge my phone. the batt's like sooo dead, gaaaaa.
anyway, i have to do some work now; post more next time.

this pic looks nice [:

& i promise to be there again

2007-08-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

i had the best time of my life just now! :D
the BEST night out ever! hahahahah, lol.
kahhong, yanying, shiteng, shawngoh, chengyew & me.
the six of us, at raffles place; LOL! it was so fun.
actually, we wanted to see the fireworks.
but i came like a bit too late.. so we missed it D:
never mind, we had fun taking photos too :D
hahahah, & i got free stuff! heheh, i took the star from chengyew.
oh yeah, the singapore flag too! i've been eyeing the star
since the time i saw it during performance in the afternoon.
and now i got it :D thanks man! anyway, we took like tons of photo.
& some videos too; lol. i'll show you them.. hahaha!
let me just tell you, shawngoh just doesn't have any experience
in taking a photo using any camera, gosh; believe tht or not.

the five of us, i wonder where is yanying O:
maybe she was the one who helped us with the photo.
see ah, shawngoh just cannot take any photo man, haha! X:

shawn finally managed to take a picture for us, congrats.
and look at all the stars! :D i love them okay!

another one here..

all of us! :D hahaha, shawn's the tallest.

look at the stars i have compared to yanying! :D

with kahhong [: hahah, nice one.

the one i took with chengyew aka sagyew, hahah.

i purposely made shawn go a little short, he's too tall \:

the so-called special shot, heheh.

what are they trying to act like? O.o

hahhaa, me and tht cap, i like it [:

nooo, i didn't take this but nevermind, i like the star [:
anyway, i have the pic where the ndp was taking place.
& some others which shows the inside of the esplanade too.
some are rly nice, hahhaha. so yeah, here they are..

ahhh, it's so empty in the morning..

the lovely place to enjoy; outside the green room [:
there was the concours going on upstairs or how you call it.
i wanted to watch it sooooo badllly D: awww.

my seven-up. gaaa, i'm drinking softdrinks; whoaaa.

another angle of the place..

i wanted to go up there.. i wanted to! T.T
that's where the grand piano and everyone is..
anyway, the performance was fun today :D
though i was rly tired because of standing on the
HORRIBLE grass covered ground with holes around.
i have more pictures.. but i'll show you when i have gotten them.
tomorrow, i have projects to complete, so goodnight earthlings [:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE & STELLA! :D
you're 42 & 14. hahahaha, birthday girls [:

& a whole new discovery

2007-08-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday was zhiming's 13th birthday! :D
happy birthday to you! hahah, you're 13 & i'm still 13.
nevermind, lol. anyway, recieved some certificate during
morning assembly. why should i go there man, ahemahem.
sweesiang & yanying & me got it, poooooof; hahahah.
the guys certificate was written as a "her" instead of "he".
i do believe tht this says a lot you know, heheheh [:
we had english lessons first in the morning.
many people didn't bring distinction in english but i did [:
hahaha, i'm like so good okay X: anyway, we did some work.
mini tennis was for pe again, i miss the days i played tht in pri sch.
hahaha, all the court to ourselves man! recess was as per normal.
geography was as boring as ever so i started drawing.
i drew romeo & juliet on chengyew's table; so nice okay :D
then dean wrote the chinese version on the other side.
you should have seen it, my masterpiece on a table. hahaha.
dean, chengyew & i made up the humpback whale family, lol.
tht's because, we have been speaking humpback since morning.
i remembered dory from finding nemo & this came up, hahah.
now, we speak whale. omgosh, ain't tht cool? hahahah.
during mother tongue, i was struggling to start my chinese
argumentative essay. damn it, i hate writing those in chinese.
my chinese is as horrible as anything man. oh well, too bad.
i had band in the afternoon, you can say we did a number of things.
finally we got to go home in the evening [: went to KFC to get
some cheese fries, yumyum! :D it's a real lovely day yesterday.
as for today, i woke up like real early cus i need to reach at 6.45am.
took the train but there ain't anyone i know, awww. but once
i reached bukit gombak, i saw like quite a number of people.
saw chengyew, lol. he was late yet he was still walking, hahah.
crapped ah. then i went to band room once i reached school.
too bad i couldn't be part of the parade \: but i did take a photo
of the different cca groups. hahaha [: have a look & see who you spot.

then there was the speech day thing.
oh well, the whole thing rly took up a lot of time.
so i guess we really made shiteng, dean & chengyew
waited a lot, therefore today's gathering was cancelled.
we need to find some other time, pooof; saddd life.
hahaha, i went home around 3+ & i'm tired.
it has been a long day, i wonder what my class was
doing during the national thing going on. hahhaa.
they must be as noisy as ever O: yesyes, it must be.
alright, i'll write more tomorrow. YAY, esplanade [:
you were really funny :D

& i'm confused over it

2007-08-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

the lit teacher came in late today but we were
given another group project to do, oh right.
when we have not finished the other one due next week.
the same lit group again & chengyew wants to be juliet.
he volunteered himself, wow. hahahaha, shall i be
friar lawrence? LOL [: anyway, et was next and we ran.
boring; it was not much as fun as before, hmm i wonder why.
we had maths test today, daryl was saying how godly he was
again, blahblahblah. there goes all the crapping, heheh.
recess was as per normal. geography was ultra crappy.
i don't like the lessons at all; the tests and work toooooo D:
science was alright at first but when ms ee came in to tell
us about the presentation thing, we panicked yeah.
she shouldn't have even told us about it, i don't like ipw.
in cd, it was as if we were taught to debate, hahahaha :D
for assembly, we have the saf combo band to perform.
waaaa, i have never expected them to appear here, lol.
after school, i went to causewaypoint to get some stuffs.
got the refills chengyew & dean wanted so much &
a cd from the music junction. hahahaha, spending $ already.
i mean, since my daddy was there too X: lol, okayokay.
he have not recovered but he just can't stay put at home.
wth, it's like he complains tht i'm eating when there's food at home.
hahhaa, i need food cus i'm hungry okay; not tht i eat a lot.
anyway, the cd was rly sweeet & nice :D i like it a lot.
found a rly cool anime just now too. watched till episode 10 already.
& i talked on the phone for an hour just now, goshgosh.
i broke my record for this year but pri school was worst. hahhaa [:
man, the weather is rly veryvery hot okay D:
what's goin on anyway.. this rly is sucky.

& i tried holding on to it

2007-08-05T21:40:00.001+08:00

i'm dying, back from jurong point & i'm dying.
i swear people, i'm really going to die any moment.
i'm so freakin' tired of what i have to rush every
time we have projects. imagine just when you've
tried presenting something and the teacher just
insults at almost every part of your hard work for
you have misunderstood how it should have been done.
okay, i know my presentation skills sucks but it's rly..
gaaa, what the heck am i doing man. oh yeah, i'm
trying to feel better by blogging; heheheh. oh well,
i don't even know when the bloody presentation
would be held. i know it's gonna be someday after school.
and now, we're trying to finish the last bits.
i mean, everyone seems to be rushing over the ipw.
maybe, it'd be better if we had more time to do this.
anyway, it was kinda funny just now.
kuozun & his group called to ask how the summary
should be done & for this, they called like 3 times.
right, cus 70% of the time was crapness. hahaha [:
they were damn funny & crappy. but wow, they
were rushing their presentation for all i know.
hmmmm, there's maths test tomorrow. oh man,
i have not read anything about graphs. you can say..
i'm going to take the test through my memory and
stuff. anyway, if i were to read now, my brain would
breakdown. i have information to memorise now.
in the afternoon, i spent my time walking around in jp.
shop to shop, looking high and low. hahaha, bought 2
items in the end. something for someone and my NEW
pencil box. hahaha, i love tht pencil box [: anyway,
hopefully the bloody presentation ain't tomorrow.
or i'd really die on the spot. gosh, it's late D: